Until Now by Eric Richards Realizations of life. [102 words]
Slaughter House Merry Go Round. by Stuart Eric Longridge Story time [669 words]
Love & Hate by Eric Richards Well this is about the darkest thing I've ever written. It's about betrayal and hurt. [307 words]
I Killed Her by Eric Richards A short poem I wrote about screwing up a relationship. [64 words]
You Can Think What You Want by Sara Roggy Anything you have to say does not bother me. [159 words]
World Of Color by Eric Richards We live in a world of color but nothing is brighter than our shades of grey. [137 words]
When Your Friends Are Gone by Sara Roggy When you lose some friends, you'll always have others. [106 words]
When All I Want Is
Unclaimed by Nikky Epperly - [118 words]
T'was A Quiet Evening by Mindy It's about meditation? the title says it all. [62 words]
Tree Of Blood by Elboc Noj My Sacred Place. [92 words]
To My Mother by Hanan Al Kindi It's just a poem I wrote for my mom. [148 words]
Tiny Shining Stars by Sara Roggy To me, the smallest stars shine brightest of all. [70 words]
This Time by Elboc Noj Maybe things will be better this time... [136 words]
The Personification Of A Cello by Vianne-Marie Fortier Assignment for Freshman English. This is definitely the best poem I've ever writ... [59 words]
The Me That I See by Maliaka R Martin This is a poem about not living up to the standards that some set for themselves. [127 words]
The Hiding Angel by Angel Silver - [127 words]
The Coward by Angel Silver - [200 words]
The Concert by Vianne-Marie Fortier This is another school assignment. It's based on the Wallflowers concert I went to last December in... [194 words]
Tell Me Why by Sara Roggy Tell me why things are so hard. [111 words]
Symphonic Ambition by Vianne-Marie Fortier Another school assignment! [85 words]
Simply Want To Scream by Sara Roggy I just wanna scream... [69 words]
School's Out by Sara Roggy It's the end of school and the start of summer... why can't this day come sooner? [76 words]
Only Me by D Donely This poem was WRITTEN by a FRIEND of mine. She is the same person who wrote "nothing,nothing". so r/r.t... [37 words]
Nothing,Nothing by D Donely This is a cool poem written my a FRIEND of mine. So, please, read and review. thanks. [44 words]
No Memory by Elboc Noj Who was it?... [65 words]
My Life (For Now I Don't Care) by Sara Roggy My life is bashed to pieces, but for now, I don't really care. [116 words]
My Insomnia by D Donely I'm suffering through insomnia at the moment, so I as inspired to write about it. Joy. [41 words]
My Heart Is Free by M Q Walters - [83 words]
My Difference by Angel Silver - [308 words]
Mold Or Old? by D G Williford A woman faces her fears of growing old... [116 words]
Magical Mushrooms by D Donely A stupid, pointless poem about "magical mushrooms". [55 words]
Loved Him (Bad Day) by Sara Roggy I loved him, I can honestly say I did. [86 words]
Lonley by Angel Silver - [160 words]
Logic by Zach Imwalle - [108 words]
I Will Wait by Sara Roggy I will wait for you... I'll always be by your side. [87 words]
I Smiled Again by D Donely - [93 words]
I Belived In Me by Sara Roggy When I was with you, I believed in me too... [118 words]
Her Bright Blue Eyes by Timothy Schulta A poem about my girlfriend and the first time we met. [84 words]
Help Me To Breathe by Mike Axe About being alone. [108 words]
Hell Or Life? by D Donely I've hit a bit of a writer's block... so... read with caution. [70 words]
Heaven And Earth by E Rocco Caldwell A poem about life and death. [75 words]
Foolish by Hanan Al Kindi A friend has been betrayed by her close friend. Although, this isn't the first time, she is still willi... [288 words]
Flying Monkeys! by D Donely I'm not quite sure what I was on when I wrote this... it's sort of a joke between my friends an... [40 words]
False Hope by D Donely Definitely NOT the best, but these words were just floating around in my head, drivng me crazy. So..... [57 words]
Falling Without Faith by Buxton A real remark on how things are in the world.... [86 words]
Dreams Come True by Sara Roggy Dreams will come true, if only you'd try. [76 words]
Don't Bother by D Donely Break-ups should be permanent. Ever had a guy (girl) come crawling on their knees begging for your... [76 words]
Death Wish by D Donely This one was easy to write. Read and Review, that'd brighten my day a bit. [100 words]
Credit Cards Don't Work by Hanan Al Kindi Instead of buying, buying, buying... show some real love. [142 words]
Confession 1.0 by Elboc Noj This is just a confession of nothing... don't bother reading it... [279 words]
Colloquy by E Rocco Caldwell - [37 words]
Childhood by Christopher Hehemann A poem that describes life. [180 words]
All I Wanted Was... by D Donely Just r/r. [43 words]
A Stolen Moment by Susan T Fisher Was my lover real or imagined? [91 words]
A Sad Love Poem by Flipanmc Couldn't think of a good title for it. I think it's pretty good. About realizing what you had a... [257 words]
A Grey Friendship by Nicole Bills A poem about a friendship gone wrong. [82 words]
A Bridge Too Short by Elboc Noj Based on repeatitive dream I've had... [68 words]
400 Meters by Zach Imwalle Here's one for all you runners. [334 words]
3 Poems by Robert Levin - [129 words]
The Sound And The Silence by Bob M Ra - [73 words]
666 by Bob M Ra - [62 words]
Second Thought by Eric Richards A poem about not having the courage to talk to someone you see... and the regret that follows. [109 words]
Watch Life Make Sense by Sara Roggy Just take things slow... and you'll see [110 words]
Time To Fly by Sara Roggy A dream I had about being an angel... [122 words]
Tick Tock by D G Williford Betrayal.... [55 words]
Things I Love About You by D Donely Err... Umm... just the things I love about... someone. [33 words]
The Mantel by D G Williford Leaving your heart on the mantel.... and more. [160 words]
The Machine by D G Williford Sensitive abortion piece from the baby's viewpoint [160 words]
The Long Walk by Chauncey Brummell - [179 words]
The Lizards Of Cause. by Stuart Eric Longridge If someone made this into a film it wouldnt be believed.As usual. [271 words]
The Hollow Theory. by Stuart Eric Longridge There many ledgends about this. [104 words]
The Darwin Dilemma by Stuart Eric Longridge We were only hunter gatherers because the globe was so devestated by the passing of a huge p... [165 words]
Strange Associations by Bob M Ra - [46 words]
Something Underneath My Bed by J L Watts Lighter than most of the other stuff I've submitted here and less abstract. [219 words]
So Empty by D Donely Uhm... [47 words]
So Alone by Sara Roggy I won't look my fears in the face. [26 words]
She by J L Watts A failed relationship ends in guilty tragedy. [154 words]
Secrets Of The Sea by Susan T Fisher A torid love affair is compared to the unrelentless demands of the sea. [97 words]
Screw Me Over by D Donely Nice title, huh? [90 words]
Repose by Christopher Syrett - [194 words]
Rare by Sara Roggy Now I feel bad... cause you are rarely there. [54 words]
Poetry For Seun by Tunde Alabi-Hundeyin Ii A poem of friendship and love for Seun-the author's friend. [228 words]
Plan A by Bob M Ra - [63 words]
One More Look by Susan T Fisher The last thoughts of an aging person about ready to die. [104 words]
No Matter What by Sara Roggy No matter what, you'll always be in my heart. [99 words]
Love Is Suicide by D Donely Read and Review! Come on! You know you want to! My writing's worth your time! It only takes a s... [153 words]
Lost Love by Nikky Epperly Poem. [82 words]
Lost And Lonely by Sara Roggy This is the poem for the lost and lonely. [165 words]
Live by D Donely This... isn't exactly the best that I've written... but... oh well. [46 words]
Like Hell by D Donely Lalalala... oh... um... just read, k? I love reviews by the way, so why not leave me a lil note? And.... [136 words]
Lighthouse by Nikky Epperly Poem. [111 words]
Just Don't... by D Donely The title I wanted was already taken.... Dont' hold my hand, if you won't hold it forever... r & ... [58 words]
Is This Real? by Sara Roggy Is this feeling real? [87 words]
Inexistenz by Men Walkalone Some movie picture that occurs in our life. [67 words]
Ina by Francesca Angelique Carrillo A poem dedicated to my mother for mother's day. [52 words]
In To The Future by J L Watts I don't really know how to categorise this:- it's motivational in a sense with elements of dif... [159 words]
I'd Ask For You by D Donely "If I could have one wish, one wish come true, I'd ask...", well, I'm not going to give it ALL ... [26 words]
I Spy With My Many Eyes by Stuart Eric Longridge I am watching you. [196 words]
I Can't Have You... by D Donely Dude... the title kinda speaks for itself... btw, I love any kind of feedback, even bad. So... [40 words]
History In The Making by Stuart Eric Longridge Do not believe the media. [186 words]
Grocery Shopping by Susan T Fisher Grocery shopping for the family put into words. [128 words]
Genuine by Sara Roggy A true friend... genuinely cares. [64 words]
Face Of Time. by Bg Ryan - [69 words]
Equality by Sara Roggy Doesn't matter what people say, all people will never be treated the same. [156 words]
Elusive by Sara Roggy It's always elusive... [82 words]
Dear God by D Donely A poem about a girl who makes the fatal mistake of driving drunk... these are her dying thoughts. [97 words]
Chipmunks And Cats by Sara Roggy About getting ready for winter. [37 words]
Chicago Public Phone by Andrew French Chino poetry. [116 words]
Buried Alive? by D G Williford Daylight dreaming and no way out. [89 words]
At Night Chinamen Jump by Andrew French Chino poetry. [172 words]
A Little Poem by Desdemonda A little poem about humanity and a certain friend of mine. [64 words]
4d by Stuart Eric Longridge Just something to think about.Hee!Hee! [195 words]
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TITLE (EDIT)
When All I Want Is |
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[224 words] |
AUTHOR
M Q Walters |
ABOUT
THE AUTHOR
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[December 2011] |
AUTHOR'S OTHER TITLES (69)
But One Thorn (Poetry) - [73 words]
Caress The Memory (Poetry) Lost things...held onto... [58 words]
Come Due (Poetry) ...eventually it all comes due [156 words]
Courage (Poetry) -It is difficult to find it...but courage is a must [42 words]
Damn The Memory (Poetry) Damn the memory. I was but a child that day. [124 words]
Diamonds On Morning Dew (Poetry) - [78 words]
Dig (Poetry) Why does it have to be so hard? [65 words]
Doesn't Matter (Poetry) -Written for Darrell...who never once felt the sting of tears that slid down my face. For the one who led me down this road that he hates me for. Who calls me names when he's had the one to many he al... [117 words] [Romance]
Don't Look At Me (Poetry) No need to don the mask...don't look at me. [181 words]
Easy (Poetry) No way to wash away the sin... [125 words]
Encore The Tears (Poetry) - [34 words]
Fading Away (Poetry) - [92 words]
Fairy Dance (Poetry) - [90 words]
Fallen One (Poetry) - [26 words]
Fistful Of Sand (Poetry) - [90 words]
Fools Heart (Poetry) - [38 words]
Frigid Rain (Poetry) For those who have said, I love you, but lied. [93 words]
Hollow Heart (Poetry) And if your life at home Is in a hollow heart It’s wasted on an old mans tears. [77 words] [Relationships]
I Am A Rose (Poetry) - [32 words] [Relationships]
I Am His Butterfly (Poetry) I wish I could trust. [88 words]
I Need To Be A Dream (Poetry) If I were a dream I would not feel... but mostly if I were only that, no one could really see me... or all the the things I hide behind. [116 words]
If I Could Dream You Here (Poetry) - [151 words]
I'm Crawling (Poetry) This title was deleted... not sure why... anyway here it is again...'cause that's how I am. [67 words]
Image In The Glass (Poetry) Because I have been deemed worthy of the heart... [142 words] [Relationships]
It (Poetry) Just something different for me. [35 words] [Erotic]
It Was All Because Of You (Poetry) I struggle to overcome the lost loves in my life… [98 words]
Keep It Fun (Poetry) For you...best I could do...in keeping it real anyhow. [44 words]
Liars Tongue (Poetry) Finally getting it... [66 words]
Masks (Poetry) - [144 words]
Mr. Jacobs (Poetry) I have been a rehab nurse for many years, this a poem about a man I admitted one afternoon, who spoke only of his garden and his desire to go home. When I came to work the next day I found that he had... [110 words]
My Gardener (Poetry) - [51 words]
My Heart Is Free (Poetry) - [83 words]
My Passion (Poetry) - [101 words] [Erotic]
Night (Poetry) - [99 words]
No Tide (Poetry) Just a poem... [88 words] [Romance]
No Whys (Poetry) A love poem...I guess. [103 words] [Romance]
Obliteration (Poetry) I am what I am...and you are smaller than me [61 words]
Ode To A Could've Been Friend (Genres) You know who you are.... [159 words]
Of The Dream (Poetry) - [153 words]
On Broken Wing (Poetry) Finding by accident that one can love again, and learn something about ones self, though it ends painfully. [103 words]
Once Upon A Time The Story Goes (Poetry) - [95 words]
Out Of The Darkness (Poetry) For Mike...because he loves me for what I am...and all I am. [112 words]
Pieces Of My Heart (Poetry) Just a poem... pieces of my heart. [124 words]
Pieces Of Time (Poetry) Ramblings of a heart that cannot go back in time... [110 words]
Secrets (Poetry) Some secrets are truely meant to never be told...I told one once...the price was more than I have learned to bear...shhhhhhhhh. [115 words]
Ship Of Fools (Poetry) - [72 words]
Silenced Heart (Poetry) - [50 words]
Silently Wept (Poetry) Must learn to build walls, without doors that allow others in. [91 words]
Soul Meld (Poetry) - [84 words]
Suicide (Poetry) Standing on the edge. [137 words]
The Bad One (Poetry) - [141 words]
The Color Of My Moon Is Red (Poetry) - [77 words]
The Sound Of A Tear (Poetry) - [76 words]
The Sparrow (Poetry) Perhaps less about the sparrow and more about the caged bird. [69 words]
Time I See (Poetry) - [98 words]
To Touch The Sky (Poetry) - [64 words]
Vengence Driven (Poetry) What it is. [62 words]
Was I Ever Once Worth The Time (Poetry) Still trying to figure out what I'm worth....and why it seems to be easier for others to just think you'll "figure" it out...what is with that anyway? [75 words]
Watched Me Fall (Poetry) Oh well... [75 words]
Where I Came From (Poetry) More woe is me stuff.The outside changes all the time...but the inside remembers where I came from. [119 words]
Where I Cannot Hide (Poetry) I can feel it in the air...taste it on my tongue...it comes...just the way it always does. [102 words]
Where My Heart Has Been (Poetry) Better to have some secrets...nice when they don't ask. [126 words] [Romance]
Where You Lie (Poetry) - [142 words]
Whispered Lies Among Soft Sighs (Poetry) Just what it is... [101 words]
Why Dream (Poetry) RBO doesn't believe in dreams...thinking he might be right. [42 words]
Written By His Hand (Poetry) Today I read a song, written back in '44 [66 words]
Wrong (Poetry) I struggle everyday to be what they need...my past full of pain that I can't grip...anger I can't get beyond...in the end have failed the ones that needed or trusted me the most...but if I were gone? [232 words]
Wrong Side Of The Tracks (Poetry) - [163 words]
You Can't Save Me (Poetry) - [263 words]
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When All I Want Is
M Q Walters
So tired of the salty tears,
That I forever need to cry.
And the lies that have chased me through the years,
In reality all I really want is to die.
Drama, Shakespeare, Edgar Allen Poe,
Shattered dreams and foolish pride.
Tell me what they could possibly know,
Did they ever take a ride on the wild side?
Days go by unnoticed just like me,
Invisible, silenced, and lost.
Fools believe someone will see,
And that they can be worth the cost.
Write it down, what would I say?
That I dared to try?
That I went down the wrong way?
When all I want is to die.
That I used to dream, no more,
That I chose the wrong road?
Just call me the liars’ whore,
The princess that kissed the toad.
The old, ugly, foolish queen,
That tried to build the castle wall.
Where inside there is no mean,
Only to watch it weak simply fall.
Trying to have a half full glass,
Only to find it drained.
Finding all you’ve been is an ass,
An ugly heart left stained.
A dark and cloudy sky,
That blocks the sun from my day.
When all I want is to die,
The only way I know to make it all go away.
What Hell could be worse than life?
Why bother with the tears?
Do I seek the dull jagged knife?
Why bother to try to chase away the fears?
Why follow the illusive liars lie.
Why stand, why even try?
Why bother to cry,
When all I really want is to die.
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"I liked this one a bunch. Touching though it seems more like you want to continue the fight than die (which is a good thing)." -- Just A Guy.
"*****This is really good, it has great emotion. It also really reminds me of alot of poems that I wrote, so I can defiently understand the meaning of it." -- d donely.
"Thank you JAG and DD-most of my poems are like this which is because these times are the times I'm motivated to write-am not always like this-just the opposite in fact :)" -- mattie.
"This is a really good poem! everyone throughout their life gets to a point where they just feel like giving up. I think that evryone that reads this poem will be able to relate to it in one way or another. But suicide is never realy the way out, you always have to try and focus on the positives than the nagative, there is always both oin all cases." -- Angela, melb, Australia.
"Thanx Angela, tho sometimes it is very hard to look upon the positive, and suicide is never the answer I agree, I think it not unusual to have passive suicidal ideations, but persoanlly believe that to be a cowardly reaction to lifes bumps and bruises :) " -- mattie.
"Mattie Really loved this one I would not change anything, Very touching I think we all have thoughs of suiside at times I know you are tough Please think positive you know I LOVE YOU!!" -- Di-C, Newport, usa, Virginia.
"Thank you Di-C...love you also :)" -- mattie.
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STORYMANIA PUBLICATION DATE
May 2003 |
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