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Nobody's Seein What Im Seein Brianna Lashae Williams
Im tryin so hard to not let you go but show you that I can do without you
(I cant)
I keep writin wantin you to read it but I dont think you ever have
i write it cause....Im not gonna say this
all of this...
its how Im feelin
Ive never been in love like this
and if this is real then Ive never been in love before
nothin has ever felt like this
Ive never been okay with waiting on someone...nomatter how long it takes
Ive never trusted someone in spite of the fact that they hurt me
made me cry
had me hysterical
and breakin down
I dont think Id forgive anyone else if they did that to me
[but I forgive you]
cause you said sorry and
[I believe you]
and though we're not what I want us to be
[I want you]
and I dont think you do the way I do but
[I love you]
and when I say it
that's what I mean
I mean I only want you
I mean when I see another guy I think of you
and if I have a chance with the guy I keep seein you
seein everything that you are
that noone wants to see
Im stupid
cause they keep tellin me things
they just keep talkn
and all Im hearin is how bad you are
and how Im just another girl
you know what. yeah. maybe...
but your not just another guy
if Ive never been in love
Im in love tonight
and nobody knows that now
not right now.
they think Im stupid for liking you
(they think that just like you)
they think Im not caught up
(when I am)
they think Ive put my feelings aside
(but Im not gonna)
they think it was just a thing
that's why Im not tellin them
this is why I wont tell you anything
Ive told you everything in my mind
but those things you heard me say where just thoughts my mind thought
to protect my heart
just like I guess everybody who seems to have somethin to say is doin
"protectin my heart" or me I guess
noo
I know how to do that on my own
Ive done it so many times
I dont feel the need to protect myself this time
in spite of what's happened
against those thoughts, sayin..
let it go
let him go
let him do what he wants
let him go where he wants
I dont know
Ive never known anything
[with love]
(when it comes to that)
but for once I know who I want
for once I dont see the other options
for once I know what I could have but dont want it
I won't tell you this for the same reason why I never tell you anything
I dont know how you really feel
I wanna know all the things you wont tell me
but...you wont tell me
I dont know. I have my theories and things
but they're probably all wrong
like they always are
but I cant help it
this feeling is continuous
so Im continually feeling like an idiot
I feel like I fell for someone who was playin me from the start
but then something keeps tellin me that you werent playin and that you just werent ready
either way I look dumb cause (in these words right here)
Im out there
vulnerable
if you knew all this then you again would have the power to put me in my bedroom crying
or one thought away from crying
unable to sleep.
sayin to myself "I knew he would leave"
over and over Im playin this song
because it fits
I have so many things. I wanna say. and you tell me "say em".
and I say half of it because I forget the other half when you speak
I forget the half that mattered most
so it keeps going on and on and on in my mind
baby. I mean... friend I(I cant say it)
I wont say it unless I know that you love me
but. see Im always waiting on someone to move first.
waiting to hear what I wanna hear first
but.
everything Ive ever done that involed loving someone in the past
has been wrong
it had to be
because I never got what I wanted the most
the love I was looking for.
maybe if I do things differently
oppositely
Id rather let myself look like an idiot before I just let you leave
now. right now. I know for sure Im not overeacting
and I know you cant leave because you're not mine
but I'll break again if I have to see you as someone elses
I feel like Im the only one here
this far out
this deep under
this gone
I feel like your out there
free like you've always been
and Im holdin on like a chick who doesnt know how to let go
Im a chick who doesnt know how to let go
but I know it
cause when I find somthing that I really want
I dont wanna let it go
if I have to then. I will.
but I need for you to tell me that I have to
tell me that I could never be the girl you need
tell me you dont love me(how i love you)
tell me that this thing we have(had)isn't worth fighting for
it'll hurt to hear but it hurts more not hearing anything
feeling as though you dont care
feeling like Im just a girl to you.
do you see?
thats it.
but you know..whatever.
just forget it
(Unfinshed Feelings)
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