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Immortalized Dream by Fred Hardy Suasidal theme. something I wrote a long time ago the words came very easy. and like most th... [172 words]
One More Try by Fred Hardy Complicated lyrics fast pace music with great melody .still searching for answers. [230 words]
How Is It Now! by Fred Hardy hard to follow its like a really bad trip chorus is simple with repetition any comments good or... [248 words]
My Angel ,My Star by Fred Hardy Speaks of the pain of living without someone who was very close. [161 words]
The Sinfull Seduction Of A Communist by Fred Hardy a point of view from the left on how american society has influenced the... [276 words]
True To Your Name by Fred Hardy Sometimes it can be very confusing with all the complications that surround us choice are mad... [205 words]
When Your Seventeen by Fred Hardy Misunderstood. very twisted look at the choice between life and death. in a world that has ... [359 words]
You Had Lost Your Way by Fred Hardy Very slow with more tempo in the chorus a definite religious theme [193 words]
Wating For A Message From God by Fred Hardy Not a religious song. no more of revenge mode on a really bad break up. [240 words]
You Think That You Know Me by Fred Hardy Slow pace,a view from the left. [231 words]
Yesterday's Past by Fred Hardy Not much flow but does speak out with imagination some religious people may be offended. [234 words]
Here And Gone by Fred Hardy Depression with susidal theme a definite rock song with more tempo in the chorus. [321 words]
You Want It All by Fred Hardy About the girl next door a very fast pace rock/alternative type song. [240 words]
September Rain by Fred Hardy One of those boring non imaginitve boy girl songs that have been done to death . [233 words]
Somewhere(Part One) by Fred Hardy Part one of three. [203 words]
Another Night In Paradise by Fred Hardy Simple three cord progression the chorus sounds familiar plain rock no surprises lyri... [318 words]
Consumed by Fred Hardy It's about a girl who was just trying to be herself and trying to fit in to the world around her and t... [263 words]
Arizona Heat by Fred Hardy A pop rock song with simple but catchy lyrics .any comments would be appreciated. [237 words]
I Packed My Bags by Desi Williams About how my parents don't appreciate me for who I am, and how sometimes, it gets to the point... [252 words]
Like Raven Wings' by Brian C Lebron - [134 words]
The Internal Plea by Amy Anderson Umm... about the people who bottle up their emotions and appear to be happy but on the inside... [285 words]
Dark Fate by Amy Anderson I was heaps upset when I wrote it and yer... Tell me what you think. [222 words]
6 Foot Under by Amy Anderson A song I rote the otha night, half asleep and heeps upset.. tell me what you think. [294 words]
.The Beach. by Carla Thomson A countryish song. [125 words]
---Hasnt Got One by Kasey Ann Miller I havent got a name yet,some sugestions please.. [122 words]
Your Secret Sins by Amy Anderson A song I wrote about... well I guess it might be obvious.. tell me what you think. [310 words]
Your Lullaby by Amy Anderson Another song, tell me what you think :) [221 words]
Why? Why? How? To See His Own Death by Josh Earl This is a song about a kid that gets bullied so much through his life he ca... [245 words]
Where Are We Now? by Desi Williams Sort of a poem song... wait. all songs are poems LOL... about how trapped I feel sometimes. ... [193 words]
What's Dead Is Gone by Amy Anderson Another song about a friend... actually it's the same person... so as you've probably gathe... [144 words]
What Will Become Of Me by Melanie West A slow but touching drama song. [113 words]
Too Many by Amy Anderson I wrote this a while ago and I wasnt guna put it on but oh well... Its about what I used to always wis... [184 words]
To Set You Free From A Life With Me by Josh Earl This is a song about a guy that nows his girl friends life would be better ... [214 words]
The Way It Goes by Andrej Milec Dedicated to all those who love and have been loved. If you feel the last stanza is a bit diffe... [84 words]
The Unnamed by Kasey Ann Miller Sorry ppls,the stupid thing screwed up my name etc,my real name is KASEY miller not KAREN miller...... [121 words]
The Phsyco Stream by Josh Earl Its a very heavy song about ppl not takin shit of no one anymore. [124 words]
The Ones Unnamed by Karen Miller This song is kinda about me I guess,but also relates to other people,guy or girl,that feel lik... [128 words]
The Hand You Have Sold by Josh Earl This is a kinda stupid song its about no one I have meet yet but I am shore I will sum d... [114 words]
The Description Of Beauty You by Josh Earl This is a song about a special person that has left alot of things in my mermorie... [132 words]
Talk To Me by Sam Cheton It's a song I wrote for no particular reason kinda relates to me... [166 words]
Suicide Lullaby by Kasey Ann Miller This is about a guy I love.... [133 words]
Sonic Boom by Josh Earl This is about a person that never gives up to be with you even when you dont want them to...this is ... [173 words]
Song Of My Life by Andrej Milec Just how it all feels sometimes. [109 words]
Should I Let You In by Carla Thomson A slow rock song. [123 words]
Sacred by Alina Grigoryan - [163 words]
Rising Suns Of You by Josh Earl A softer song about a gurl want more clik in and read and tell me wat u think. [174 words]
Revelations by Joel Aaron An invitation to discover who I am ,the part of me you cannot see. [151 words]
Put Me Down by Alina Grigoryan This song is not about me at all,though I wrote it. [140 words]
Over Change by Amy Anderson Wrote it bout one of my friends... just thought of it off the top of mi head so I duno if its any g... [134 words]
Only One by Brian C Lebron - [60 words]
Old Man 2 by Andrej Milec This one is more like a pop/rock song. Thought it up on my way home. [166 words]
Nothing Less Then You by Amy Anderson Just came to me then... tell me what you think. [142 words]
Not Loving You by Amy Anderson Umm... about some one who is in love with one person but can't stop thinking about some one else... [158 words]
Never Lands Pain by Josh Earl This is a song about a kind of a nerd liking a realli popular chik and she never notices him i... [228 words]
Natasha by Alina Grigoryan Just a funny one , nothing personal to Natashas:)) [66 words]
Melody Of My Tears by Josh Earl This is a song about a gurl I new who was very depressed at the time..... plz leave your com... [123 words]
Maybe I'll Let Go by Nash Song about the same girl it's always about:- [218 words]
Looking At The Same Thing...Different! .. 6 Songs.. by Jane Ruth The song is about all of the different perspectives we have... [763 words]
Little Black Hook by Nash - [254 words]
Liberty For Libertines by Alina Grigoryan A note *on 18th of may 1964 was a riot ( rockers etc.) [179 words]
Know Me by Sam Cheton It's a song I wrote about how I feel about this guy I've liked 4ever. [122 words]
Know Me (Revised) by Sam Cheton It's Knew Me revised. I didnt like the other one as much. This one has rap in it... [115 words]
Kewler Than You Or Me To Handle by Josh Earl About alota faggets that think there to good for anyone. [252 words]
Just A Little, Baby by Desi Williams How I'm feeling in the moment... [143 words]
I'm Still Alive by Amy Anderson Another song... same shit behind it... tell me what you think. [269 words]
If You Wanna by Tom Bomb - [117 words]
How Do I Live by Kym Whitney Um this is a song already made up by trisha yearwood....its like exactly how I feel for someone r... [188 words]
Hope For The Helpless by Amy Anderson About the people that make life so hard and the ones who give me strength to keep going..... [255 words]
Happy by Steph Kidd Its a rock song. me and my parents have been having some crazy times lately. theyre driving me insane...l... [124 words]
Give Into The New Addiction by Karen Miller --This is a song about a guy who im not to happy with at the moment. [117 words]
Friday Afternoon by Carla Thomson This song is kinda jazzy. if you just read it can sound depressing. but it sounds kool when it... [99 words]
Feel Sorry by Jannah Akira Bout me and how I feel. [208 words]
Don't You Realize by Finding Saturday Fs It's a song someone in my band wrote about a guy in our class. [101 words]
Difunctional Things by Luke Giddins About people I dont like and what I want them to do. [397 words]
Depression--- Game Over by Josh Earl This song is about anyone that has been depressed a song about the real life the happy ... [201 words]
Comfort Place by China Rose Marie Bullock Talks about the place you go to when you need your space. [130 words]
Clones At Heart by Josh Earl A very soft song think of vermillion pt 2 [136 words]
Broken Cinderella by Melanie Geeregat Umm..don't really know what to say about this, wrote it about myself I guess... [174 words]
Blood Stained Tears by Amy Anderson Another song... leave a comment :) [225 words]
Best Friend And Worst Enemy by Desi Williams Hard Rock lyrics... country sound... those two don't normally go together, huh? :) ... [154 words]
Be My Guest by Alina Grigoryan Song about me..i really felt like that in the moment I wrote this song Not a long one but with mus... [35 words]
Awake--Sleep by Josh Earl This is a weird song about people that never want to sleep never wanna see what there nightmares b... [174 words]
Single Chaotic by Amy Anderson I was so sick of always getting the blame for anything and everything that ever went wrong.... a... [186 words]
Without You In This Lonely World by Jennifer Cuartas A song about a guy I used to love who died. [66 words]
With A Reason Why by Aryka - [279 words]
Who Am I That Jesus Would Die For Me? by Jessica L Young This song talks about wondering why Jesus would die for me. We are all si... [102 words]
What Is Here by Jannah Akira Never look back. [130 words]
Upside Down by Katie C Johnson It's about a real life story that I had for a boy that I loved but things came between us and ended... [573 words]
Trapt by Amy Anderson This song is pretty up beat all the way through and is especially faster in the chorus. It's about feelin... [164 words]
There's No Sometimes With You by Ellen E Watson Sometimes clouds turn into storms Sometimes sunshine shines on my day Sometimes s... [115 words]
The One Who Aparts Us by Fahad Tauhid Lyrics about life: The most hated the most loved. Its quite metallic. [119 words]
Thank You Lord by Jessica L Young Song talks about thanking the Lord for everything...Med. paced... [77 words]
Suicidal Self Desire
Steak Night At Barnie's by Lithium - [116 words]
Stay Away From My Way by Desi Williams It's a hard rock song... maybe not heavy metal... but definitely hard rock... punk... yea... [134 words]
So Sick by Nash Song about my repetetive confusion with the same girl. [163 words]
She'll Make It Thru by Dri - [278 words]
Saviour by Kaye Burland This is a song about a teenaged girl who feels empty and alone. [178 words]
Red Eye Summer by Nash A little discription of my summertime. leave a review! [188 words]
Not You by Kelli L Potts This poem is about a kid being constanly pressured to be something they don't want to be. A very common... [102 words]
My Melted October by Kayla Hupp This song is basically a romance song. It tells about when my boyfriend whom I loved with all... [164 words]
Mahal Kita by Amy Anderson Well.. mahal kita is filo for "i love you" and I wrote about my boyfriend who I have liked for along... [124 words]
Lost In Mind by Amy Anderson Just another song... hope you like it. [211 words]
Left To Burn by Amy Anderson Another song... so f*n cut wen I rote it.. plz read it n tell me wat u think :) [296 words]
Jesus You Are by Jessica L Young My last song that I wrote. I am working on writing more...This song is fast paced... [112 words]
Jesus Is There by Jessica L Young Song tells you that Jesus will never leave you nor forsake you. He'll always be there when you n... [105 words]
Imperfect by Nash Lol I decided to do more of a wierd theme this time instead of a straight out song. I like it, I migh... [183 words]
If Only You Could by Nash Song about alot of things. I took some of the comments on my other songs and peoms into cons... [167 words]
I Love You Jesus by Jessica L Young A little chorus I made up...Fast paced... [39 words]
Four Walls by Brian C Lebron - [93 words]
Enter Insanity by Amy Anderson I wrote this song after I had been sitting down for a while thinking about my life, I realised t... [218 words]
Ends Here by Amy Anderson Another fast, heavy song... feel free to say anything you want about it... good or bad, it's all good... [232 words]
Christmas Day by Fred Hardy Simple melody catchy,not every thing is as it seems. [211 words]
Bullets by Lode Loyens Song about the real violence and hardship for someone born in the inner city or ghetto. [133 words]
Broken Promises(Monday Never Came) by Babe I got hurt too many times and let it happen again, I had to get it out some ... [189 words]
Bleeding Tears by Amy Anderson Another song.... alot of emotion behind it. [163 words]
All I Need 2 by Desi Williams This is a slightly different version of the first one... no swear words. [166 words]
Ache by Amy Anderson I'm not sure I really like this song.... I was so cut when I wrote it so I don't think I put much effort i... [165 words]

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TITLE (EDIT)
Suicidal Self Desire
DESCRIPTION
Lyrics; Through misery and self sacrifice, what is this world achieving? When sung, it is desired that it is in a similar style to Marilyn Manson songs.

[176 words]
AUTHOR
Josh Anderson
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
I am a 16 year old guy from Australia, i love to write, draw, paint etc. I program computer software and games. I love to play pool, poker (Anything gambling orientation HeHe). I am a student, I love my photography. I also do Audio Sampling (Mixing of music, D.J. sorta thing). Um, if you wanna know more or whatever, email me: [email protected] :) Peace Out!
[June 2005]
AUTHOR'S E-MAIL ADDRESS
[email protected]
AUTHOR'S OTHER TITLES (194)
Aaron (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) Who is aaron to me? [11 words]
Affinity (Poetry) I think I have an affinity for certain people and things. It's cool... I think. [89 words]
All I See Is You (Poetry) Pretty self explanitory, love poetry. [111 words] [Romance]
Ambition And Destruction (Poetry) My second poem. About how your ambitions will usually destroy your hopes. §¿° Åxë¥ °¿§ [69 words] [Teenage]
An In-Paradox (Poetry) I wrote it whilst in my usual nightly daze. Im not so sure about it, a bit small and suspect :/ And im not even sure if In-Paradox is even a word. Oh well Please review it and tel me what you think. [30 words] [Teenage]
Anger And Pain (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) Anger and Pain... [28 words]
Anywhere But There... (Poetry) We all have a place we do not like to be... [48 words]
Ash's In My Fall (Poetry) Lonely brings back the best memories doesnt it? (not). The night that Ash, was my fall. [257 words]
Aura Of Corruption (Poetry) Short but once again it means alot to me. Another inner-battle one, self destruction of the mind. [92 words] [Teenage]
Because I Cry (Songs) Lyrics. Think Korn, Nine Inch Nails, SlipKnot, Stone Sour, Limp Bizkit. This one means a lot to me, I would be very grateful if you read and reviewed it. [476 words]
Black Rose Garden (Poetry) I wrote this late tonight, just came to me, I'd appreciate your input. Thanks. [47 words]
Bleeding Eyes Of Souls (Poetry) This poem is supposed to show the evolution of inner hate. Typical josh... Well please review, as I am trying to start doing more poems that evolve and change seemlessly (like a buy 1 get 1 free... lo... [148 words] [Teenage]
Blood In The Snow (Short Stories) An experiment... I decided to take one of my poems and turn it into a short story, im not sure whether it is good but I would love each and every review you can give, good or bad, thanks in advance. I... [285 words]
Brittney (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) Who is brittney to me? [13 words]
Caress 2 (Poetry) Yeah... that. [167 words]
Caught In The Moment (Songs) Love / Relationship song, The song is supposed to be vocal and acoustic, in a very mellow sort of tone and speed. Hopefully one day this will be dedicated to somebody. [270 words] [Relationships]
Chaos And Peace (Poetry) Love - A choice between a chaotic fight that you want to win, you would love to fight, or a peaceful path that you are not necesseraly happy with. [57 words] [Teenage]
Cihtog (Poetry) Dark temptation. [52 words]
Click (Poetry) Rhyme turned poem, strange style and twist. [85 words]
Companionship (Poetry) For what I'd give for just one night in your companionship. [126 words]
Computer ‘Hackers’ ‘Nerds' (Reference) Ever wondered what shaped and does shape the computer hacker / nerd / programmer? Well I have taken my time to try to explain what it is that makes us who we are, this may just be in the case of mysel... [1,605 words]
Corridors And Brick Walls (Poetry) Sometimes it seems that no matter how hard you run, theres always another wall. [125 words] [Teenage]
Counting Codes (Compulsion) (Poetry) I'm sure we all have a leaning towards some kind of compulsive behavior, drinking, counting, playing, talking, drugs, gambling, cutting, sleeping, control, organization, saving animals, vegetarian, an... [181 words] [Teenage]
Crazy Children (Poetry) Pyro children, roam your street. [69 words]
Crimson Butterfly (The Wounded) (Poetry) This is like usual my mind on a page, *but* this poem was inspired by an avatar displaying ~ A red butterfly and red veins, with the comment “The Wounded…” [143 words]
Cupid (Songs) Lyrics. Think Seether, Korn, Nine Inch Nails, Maybe even Nickel Back or Creed. [454 words]
Cut The Cord (Poetry) About cutting your puppet masters cords, if you have one. Not very good in my opinion. Please Review. [32 words] [Teenage]
Dancing Happily (Poetry) Serenity, a dance so peaceful, loving. Please check it out, its a little different. [168 words] [Romance]
Dark Ranger (Poetry) Um... a poem about a ranger of the night. [92 words]
Dark Vast Burn (Poetry) The second of the dark motion. Im still not sure about these. Contains SI. [105 words] [Teenage]
Death Bed Fed On Pain (Poetry) Love, confusion, depression, anxiety and anything else that can be added to an emotional milkshake... [244 words]
Death (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) What is this death you speak of? [10 words]
Decay Or Life (Poetry) About whether events in life are full of life, or just a decay that creates a tainted half-life. [55 words] [Teenage]
Delerium (Poetry) Drugs are bad and dealers are the scum of the earth! This is a wake up call for all dealers and buyers, STOP IT BEFORE YOU KILL YOURSELF! [228 words]
Demon's Host (Poetry) Demons lurk within the host vessels mind, ones that seem not to fade with time. [201 words]
Dice (Poetry) Experiment; I would like you, personally, to fill every second line with the word that Comes to mind, whether it rhymes / Flows or not. Just an idea ( my answers {the original piece} are down at the B... [56 words]
Dinner (Songs) - [780 words]
Disjointed Hatred (Poetry) I Think It Has Something To Do With Hatred... [96 words]
Drowning (Sweep Me Away) (Poetry) Sort of relates to the dark vast burn. Not very good. [65 words] [Teenage]
Dust (Poetry) Dust is all that seems to trail me. [130 words]
Eins Exorcise (Poetry) Originaly I wrote this in german. If you believe I should post the German version also, please tell me, and I will :) [818 words]
Endless Skies (Poetry) Once again, this is a rare side of me that few get to see. Another love one, about love and a partner for life, your true love. [47 words] [Teenage]
Escape Esc (Songs) Another song. When u read it, think of Linkin Park / Evanescence / KoRn / Seether. Hope it is an enjoyable read. [258 words]
Escape It Till Light (Poetry) Part of the document series, but of a nicer nature an in between. [56 words] [Teenage]
Eurasia Underground V5 - A Future So Close (Narrative Proposition) (Short Stories) Pilot chapter for a series of stories, game and fanime (fan created anime series (created by underground communities themselves)) This is more of a lead in to the story to come, if you think it would ... [676 words]
Evan (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) Who is evan to me? [10 words]
Failures Defeat (Poetry) The defeat that you face when you fail... [75 words] [Teenage]
Feel (Poetry) How does it feel, not to feel at all? [149 words]
Fine Weather For Ducks (Short Stories) Love Short Story in poetry form. Inspired by the meeting of a friend of mine, I had a really romantic little movie playing in my head that was overlayed over the meeting, so I thought I'd collaborate ... [1,683 words] [Romance]
Flaw (Poetry) Im not sure how do describe it, other than a flaw... [123 words]
Flying Strong (Poetry) This is the next, it is very short but I means alot to me. [31 words] [Teenage]
Foggy Stream (Poetry) Love / Emotion / Mind poetry. [135 words]
For Evermore (Poetry) About a feeling of for evermoreness, though its not even a word, lol, u know what I mean. [66 words] [Teenage]
For What I'd Give (Short Stories) This is the 6th and possibly final part to Serra's swamp, Axey finally begins to realize the feeling that Serra really holds within as he pleas with a god, for her happiness and for her to feel love. ... [1,078 words] [Romance]
Forest (Poetry) Figure out the meaning for yourself, this piece is each to his / her own. [53 words]
Fractured Core (Poetry) This is my third poem, It was written whilst I was affected by a strange feeling in-between love and confusion. [76 words] [Teenage]
Front Row Seats To My Own Insanity (Poetry) Feeling crazy? I am. [157 words]
General Inspection (Novel To Be) (Short Stories) The beginnings of a murder mystery / psychological thriller / horror short story or novel. Please read and review as I need public input to know this pieces worth. Thank you for all who have the time ... [1,670 words] [Thriller]
Get Away From Me (Songs) Yet another song. When u read it, think of Linkin Park / Evanescence / KoRn / Seether. Especially KoRn. Hope it is an enjoyable read. [319 words]
Grip (Poetry) This is pretty small, sadistic and shity, I don't like it but I thought I may as well post it, others might. [37 words] [Teenage]
Hard To Love (Songs) Lyrics for song. Read for yourself. Hope it is a pleasurable read. [360 words]
Hate (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) What is hate? [6 words]
He Chuckles (Poetry) He laughed so arrogantly. Well now its my turn. [97 words] [Teenage]
Her Piano (Poetry) Some love poetry, finally! [79 words] [Romance]
Hide And Go Freak (Songs) Lyrics. Think Korn, Nine Inch Nails, SlipKnot, Stone Sour, Limp Bizkit. (Course Language, as you would espect) [347 words]
Him (Part One) (Poetry) … Gee, its about someone, but I just don't know who… I decided I needed to iron these out, just let me out for a little while. [266 words]
His Desire And Her Love (Short Stories) Part three of Serra's Swamp, please review as im not so sure about this one. This one is more love related. [542 words]
His Marks (Poetry) Another of the new origin documents, aboutthe markings he has begun to bear. [77 words] [Teenage]
His Perfect Solution (Poetry) Document of new origin no. ive lost count. About the solution he created, the solution which would last. [51 words] [Teenage]
Hoeho (Poetry) The night in all of it's dark beauty, and a certain creature that dwells within. Purposely slow paced poem. Haven't posted anything for ages... [88 words] [Fantasy]
Hold My Hand (Poetry) Please check this one out, its a special love one :). [119 words] [Romance]
How Come? (Poetry) So close yet so far away... [103 words]
Hugh (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) Who is hugh to me? [15 words]
Hurt You... (Poetry) Some long overdue love poetry. My Muse has been grumpy lately ;) [141 words]
Hymn Of Rage (Poetry) Poetic Manifestation Of Rage. [245 words]
I Ask Why... (Poetry) Why is it that so many things and so many people have that evil tendency to destroy others spirits? [53 words] [Teenage]
I Blame Myself (Songs) Yet another song. When u read it, think of Linkin Park / Evanescence / KoRn / Seether. Hope it is an enjoyable read. [557 words]
I Thaught I Knew You (Poetry) The below poem contains explicit language. I'm sorry but I was angry when I wrote it, so bite me. lol. [54 words] [Teenage]
I Want You To Know (Poetry) What I just wish I could say, but I can't. [68 words] [Mind]
I Wish You Could See (Poetry) This is for someone, if they know who they are, good. If they don't, well dang it. Please read everyone, its for everyones eyes ;) [116 words]
Im Not Afraid (Poetry) I'm not afraid of it, its just something keeping me here... [172 words]
In My Dreams, Wildest (Poetry) In my dreams is where I see you. [63 words] [Romance]
Incapacitated (Poetry) The affect of time on open and closed wounds. Does it work for you? [68 words] [Teenage]
Inconspiquous (Poetry) Attempts at hiding what you hold. Please read, and thanks in advance :) [79 words] [Teenage]
Irina's Poem (Poetry) This is for you ina, we love you, know it and hold it, never let go. [274 words] [Self-Help]
Jack Fetch Me (Poetry) Deals with divinity can not be undone... [117 words]
Jake (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) Who is jake to me? [9 words]
Janus Leeola (Poetry) Inspired by three people I know, and a graffiti art. [110 words]
Jessie (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) Who is jessie to me? I loved my dog... [12 words]
Joshua (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) Who am I to me? [10 words]
Katerpillar (Poetry) Romance: Sensual meeting and first true kiss... [118 words] [Romance]
Larrissa (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) Who is larrissa to me? [15 words]
Last Kiss (Poetry) Once again, many of you are going to kick up a stink, just deal with it. Reviews are appreciated from those that can look past subject matter. Love and gratitude, [228 words]
Life (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) What is life to me? [7 words]
Like A New Disease (Songs) Rock / Rap. Rock singer in normal write, emcee in '[ ]' square brackets. This is for all the people who feel this way. Soldier On. [392 words] [Mind]
Little Glass World (Poetry) - [70 words]
Look At Me Now (Poetry) When I go... [180 words]
Look Of Death (Short Stories) The 5th part to serra's swamp. PLEASE read, it would be so much appreciated! :), thanks everyone. [789 words]
Looking Into Your Eyes (Down) (Poetry) When you realise why, you realise what, you hurt and want it to stop. [62 words] [Teenage]
Loosing You (Songs) Just a song about how I lost my best friend. [313 words] [Drama]
Lost Again (Poetry) A tale of broken love and suicide. [262 words]
Love As A Bond (Poetry) The rare side of me only few get to see... I wrote it whilst thinking deeply about love and where it is, listening to calm love ballards. [49 words] [Teenage]
Love Shiver (Poetry) Romance Poetry I Suppose. [147 words] [Romance]
Love (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) What love is to me. [7 words]
Lovely Phoenix (Poetry) I think love has found me. Maybe. [130 words]
Loves Torment (Poetry) The feeling of guilt, guilt that isnt even guilt at all, dont know what its called, but this has to do with it in the wa of love and help. [89 words] [Teenage]
Luke (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) Who is luke to me? [11 words]
Melodramatic Idiocy (Poetry) Apologies that are well over due, these words can't express my feeling towards my actions, but I hope at least they try. I'm sorry for all that grief, all the sorrow and confusion. [384 words]
Mend It For Now (Poetry) Please check this one out. Typical content. [121 words] [Teenage]
Meteor Shower (Poetry) - [146 words]
Mind Rot (Poetry) - [55 words]
Misadventure (Poetry) The misadventure of some pyromaniac kids. Hopefully bringing a joke smile to all. :) [165 words] [Comedy]
Missunderstood (Poetry) Who are we, who am I, I still ask myself. [63 words] [Teenage]
Music Box Beginning (Poetry) A music box plays a haunting tune... [521 words]
Mute Angel Canvas (Poetry) What happened to my dear angel? [452 words]
My Angels Within (Poetry) Angels that lie within, we all have them. [149 words] [Teenage]
My Blinded Eyes (Poetry) About the pain I hide and the favour I have, empathy, something I wish not, unless requested. [31 words] [Teenage]
My Heart In A Hand (Poetry) Love. The girl 'o my dreams exists! And this is how I feel :) [79 words] [Romance]
My Hollow Tree (Poetry) Am I straying from my path? [82 words] [Teenage]
My Knives Cold Caress (Poetry) The fourth of the documentation. Contains SI. [126 words] [Teenage]
My Poisonous Pin Flower (Poetry) Another of the document series, one of a newer origin than the last. Its also amazing how the ones who 'love' you and 'protect' you dont even notice. [128 words] [Teenage]
Necropolis (Poetry) - [157 words] [Horror]
Next Time Father... (Short Stories) The fourth part to the series of Serra's Swamp. Please check it out! [915 words]
Nick (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) Who is nick to me? [6 words]
Night Club (Poetry) The kind of club you don't want to party in. [291 words]
Nightly Embrace (Poetry) Sad, sweet sentiment to my friends. All of you distant, faceless, unreachable, or that I see and talk to everyday. I love you all in the way a friend does, you keep me going. This is for you. [191 words]
No Compile (Songs) Yet another song. When u read it, think of Linkin Park's rap and r&b style songs / the prodigy / benny benassi or something similar. Hope it is an enjoyable read. [612 words]
Project Chyooryooku Akiraka (Short Stories) Sci-Fi, about how the world has a Chi and how the people who inhabbit it are linked and effect it. [1,157 words] [Fan Fiction]
Puppet Smile (Songs) Yet another song. When u read it, think of Linkin Park / Evanescence / KoRn / Seether. Hope it is an enjoyable read. [407 words]
Pushing Away (Songs) Yet another song. When u read it, think of Linkin Park / Evanescence / KoRn / Seether. Hope it is an enjoyable read. [1,041 words]
Raged (Poetry) When you are angry, what can you do... I bottle it until I will eventually explode. [54 words] [Teenage]
Rausch (Poetry) (Means Ecstasy) Lust and desire, physical expression. [496 words]
Reasons... (Poetry) An inner-pain that was produced, a synthetic veil created by your mind that you try to understand. Warning: Contains SI's. [91 words] [Teenage]
Rebecca (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) Who is rebecca to me? [14 words]
Reverie Ecstasy (Poetry) A poem about the fantasy of love the mind can create. [268 words] [Romance]
Rift In A Soul (Poetry) This poem is almost a song more than a poem. It is about scars in your mind or body. [100 words] [Teenage]
Samurai Onikage (Demon Child Warrior) (Poetry) - [296 words]
Sarah (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) Who is sarah to me? [14 words]
Sated On Pain (Poetry) Another newer origin document. Of the pains sate. [62 words] [Teenage]
Searching For Water (Poetry) Some people are very shallow, but one day they may change. [133 words]
Selbstmord Selbmörderisch (Poetry) Selbstmord (german) For all lost souls departed, and those whove ever felt like leaving. It would really mean a lot for me if any of you could read and review, thank you. [156 words]
Self Punishment (Poetry) I honestly can't describe this one besides, that its about punishing yourslef for what you can't help. [78 words] [Teenage]
Sensual Daydream- (Poetry) A sensual daydream? or am I awake? [261 words] [Romance]
Serra's Swamp (Short Stories) AxeY's foridden love. The first in a series I hope to release slowly, I would really appreciate as many reviews as possible on this one, it took me a while. Any critisism is more than welcome. Sorry f... [1,131 words]
Shadow World (Poetry) A shadow world so well created... [72 words]
Shattered Reflection (Short Stories) The second part of Serra's Swamp, she had run away again. [1,051 words]
Sightings Of Love (Poetry) I believe in Karma, and true loves / soul mates, but the problem is, when will they show themsleves, or when will you find them. [52 words] [Teenage]
Skeleton's Cloak (Poetry) The skeleton, shrouded by the cloak of darkness and ignorance. [78 words]
Slipping Away From Me (Short Stories) The 7th part of Serra's swamp, suspense filled, and back on track… I hope. Theres another to come quickly, cant quite finish it though. [1,145 words]
Smudge (Songs) Lyrics. Think Cold Play, Evanescence, Avril Lavigne, Limp Bizkit (Like Behind Blue Eyes), Rammstein (slow like Klavier) [201 words]
Snow Storm (Poetry) - [130 words]
So I Pray (Poetry) Mortals can never marry the gods. [430 words]
So Many Ways (26 Reasons) (Poetry) Well, no the 26 arent in it, they are each seeded in my poems, this was to almost compile their meaning. [66 words] [Teenage]
Soul To Soul (Poetry) Says it all. Please check it out. [61 words] [Teenage]
Stefanie (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) Who is stefanie to me? [14 words]
Stereotypes (Poetry) Stereotypes ruin society and people, please read. [67 words]
Sun Sonne (Poetry) Also originally written by me in German. If you want me to post the German version, let me know :) [244 words]
Take A Serious Look! (Poetry) Sorry for the informal layout, but wasnt sure about lead-in's, and I feel it needs one. [98 words] [Teenage]
Thankfully... (Poetry) Im sure we've all had neer death experiences... [73 words] [Teenage]
The Beasts (Poetry) About beasts who hunt life in the night. NOT VAMPIRES!!! [140 words]
The Carousel (Poetry) Rather different style of poetry for me, I hope you enjoy the read. [163 words]
The Darkness (Song) (Songs) Yet another song. When u read it, think of Linkin Park / Evanescence / KoRn / Ramstein / Seether / Rob Zombie. Hope it is an enjoyable read. [422 words]
The Faces (Poetry) About the care that only arises as it may demene their reputation, why should they care otherwise? [31 words] [Teenage]
The Few Who Help (Against The Pain) (Poetry) About the ones in the world who count... [72 words] [Teenage]
The Flower, A Part Of Me (Poetry) About the dream that begins to haunt, we all have one, like a moth we sleep ad dream. [86 words] [Teenage]
The Great Cold Void (Poetry) This is the begining of dark documentation, I wasn't sure whether to write these poems, or even release them, but I did. Please review them. [105 words] [Teenage]
The Nature Of The Game (Poetry) The nature of the game of life. [118 words] [Teenage]
The Taunting Mass (Poetry) This is about the harsh reality, our clone society, ad the ones born with the freedom and burden of change. [93 words] [Teenage]
Three Brothers (Poetry) The effect of these brothers on our world. LOOK OUT ITS SATAN!!! [132 words]
Tim (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) Who is tim to me? [9 words]
Umbrella In The Rain (Poetry) A figure sits in the rain, the man wonders what he can do, walking over to it… [202 words]
Undefined (Short Stories) What do you tell yourself when you don't know the answer? [408 words]
Unplug Me (Songs) More lyrics. When u read it, think of Linkin Park / Evanescence / KoRn / Seether. Hope it is an enjoyable read. [393 words]
Vampiric Mind (Poetry) - [372 words]
Walls And Words Of Pain (Poetry) The third, sinister yet loving and respectful. [156 words] [Teenage]
Wednesday Ecstasy - Erotica Attempt (Genres) I was reading some fun / funny / interesting / sexy (lol) stuff like I do when I get a bit bored or feel the need to read... Anyways, I decided to try to write my own. It is probably quite crap, but i... [984 words] [Erotic]
What Happened To Our Love? (Poetry) What happened to our love? My Indigo girl?... [213 words] [Relationships]
What Helps Me Live (Poetry) About the special people that I know the best, or hold a special connection with, and their aid in life, and hopefully mine in theirs. [193 words] [Teenage]
What I'd Give For Your Smile (Poetry) What I would gladly give to see your beautiful face smiling. This is an extract of a poem in one of my stories. [151 words] [Romance]
What The Morning Brings (Poetry) What the morning brings for so many. [206 words]
What's Real?! (Songs) What's real in this world are the fallen, people who have something not quite right, from the homeless to the unstable to the plain old rich. Please read this and see the light. Pure Rap / Hip - Hop E... [512 words]
When You Wish Upon My Star (Poetry) There are many who will disagree with this, but I dont care, please leave feedback on this poem and not just read and run. I love you all and thanks for your support! [448 words]
Why Kill Me? (Poetry) A poem on behalf of all people that have been on the blades edge, and had that push from an arsehole. [135 words]
With You (Again) (Poetry) Romantic, sensual, erotic, yet still clean ;) love poetry. Just imagine what this would be like… [176 words] [Romance]
Within The Shell Of Man (Poetry) This is my first poem, thnx in advance for reading. When you break, its not fake, The shell splits, Fire spits, I crawl from the wreckage, only to see that its me, I have been changed. [68 words] [Teenage]
Within You (Poetry) About that hope of love but the self-insecurity of making a step. [68 words] [Teenage]
Words Really Can Hurt (Poetry) - [346 words]
Would They Notice? (Poetry) Another of my document series, and another new origin. About the ones who should but never do notice. [80 words] [Teenage]
You Say Engel I Say Angel (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) What I mean when I say. [42 words]
Your Going Away? (Poetry) Why are you leaving me here? [76 words]
Your Savior (Beleive) (Poetry) Pain and a want to fix things, a love for the empathy. [40 words] [Teenage]
You've Got Question's (Poetry) All the questions we want to know the answers to. Well most of them anyway. You've got question's… we've got dancing paperclips! Long poem. [314 words]
...Sweet Title Goes Here... (Poetry) Intended for the one I love, I never ended up showing it to her and now it seems it is too late... Funny how we don't realise what we have until it is gone, isn't it? [128 words] [Relationships]
.The Carousel (Poetry) The carousel will always go round, till you make it stop. [162 words]
Suicidal Self Desire
Josh Anderson

You wear the sign,
of the devil on your chain,
-
Only he knows,
whats going through your brain,
-
You wear the black,
Hes got your back,
And he's the same damned one,
Thats gonna go and load a gun,

Yeah,
He's got you now,
Now you're looking pretty proud,

Yeah,
Yeah he's got you now,
Now you've drowned the world out,
So proud,

Now you're,
Just being too kind,
-
There's sadness,
Flowing slowly through your mind,
-
You helped yourself,
To where its warm, all year 'round,
You're just another one to them,
You were gonna die in the end,

Yeah,
He's got you now,
Now you're looking pretty proud,

Yeah,
Yeah he's got you now,
Now you've drowned the world out,
So proud,

And as you're,
Leaving this plane,
-
There's blood,
Slowly flowing from your veins,
-
You helped your god-damn-self,
Out of life in this world,
-
Now you're just a name on a stone,
Just another stupid fucker,
Who couldn't leave well alone,

Yeah,
You are theirs now,
Now you're looking pretty proud,

Yeah,
Yeah he's got you now,
Now you've drowned the world out,
So proud,

All the souls in the world,
Aren't enough for his hunger,
So we can just keep feeding him shit all day,

Chuck yourself on the fire,
Of your own,
Suicidal self desire,

Chuck yourself on the fire,
Of your own,
Suicidal self desire!

 

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"Reserving judgement on this one Joshua, you know how i feel 'bout this kind of "Music," but as always meaningful, peace." -- Hugh.
"Bah! like I've always said (besides stirring u u ;) ) its all music, even ur R&B, though i may not like it as much as other genre's it is still music. Thanks for the review." -- Josh / AxeY.
"Man oh man Josh do I love this or what! I'm a big fan of Marilyn Manson, as well as the others you have associated your music with. I sing all of your lyrics and songs out loud, since that's what I like to do... :) Keep it up. Love ya! :mwah:" -- Desi.
"Haha, thanks Desi :muah: glad u liked it :). Singing em out loud, haha, nice, hope they sound good ;) love ya, josh" -- Josh / AxeY.

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