Hesitate Gerard Jerryboy
where do i begin,
I've done it so much, begin again and again,
yet i find myself in the same place,
its a place i know well,
I've been here enough to know what i should do,
but once again,
i hesitate.
its not the time or the place,
its me,
its not the people or their faces,
its me,
i am the reason for my hesitation,
i am afraid of what the future has in store,
so i hesitate
where do i end,
I've done it far too often, again and again,
often enough to know every end isn't the same,
i know this place well,
I've been here before,
its you that i see,
and hesitate
its not this life or this end,
its you,
its not about forgiveness or about moving on,
its you,
you are the spine to my hesitation,
i don't fear the future anymore,
this time,...i won't hesitate.
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