As the snowflakes slowly falls down and hits the ground,
I'm in tears,
As I slowly got up and looked outside,
No one is there,
Everyone was inside enjoying themselves,
I got a lighter and slowly took out all the decorations,
And in frustration I took the tree down,
And I begin crying as I said,
There's no more visit from friends,
There's no more "hey daddy again",
It's only tears and anger,
I'm gonna spend a lonley christmas,
With no more "Thank you mommy, I love you",
No more "This is what I wanted"
There's only tears left inside of me,
As everyone makes snow angels,
I'm in pain and nothing else,
I'm slowly getting it out of the way,
As I spend a lonley christmas holiday,
I slowly hot up on my feet I broke everything I saw,
It was just disturbing,
I saw a photo of my daddy,
He was in the army,
Until he took a shot in the heart and slowly past away,
They were many tears that day,
As I cried and said....
As I looked on my past photos,
I saw my mother,
She was a nurse and many people called her a doctor,
She worked there for many years,
Until the day came,
She came home caughing,
I was worried and said "what happened?",
She just smiled and looked at me and said,
"Don't worry about me I'll make it through,Thank you son I love you",
She was wrong,
Later that night she had a stroke,
We went to her past work,
Where she retired,
My bro and I just shed into tears after he spoked with I went to say my final words as well,
As I walked in she smiled,
And she said "Thank you for coming,I know the time has come,here is what I want to say"
She gave me a necklace,
With my full family in there,
As she said "There is daddy, you know how I missed him so, but now it's time for me to go"
I said "no"
And she said "Son you know I love you, but my time has come and I'm sorry"
And I said "I love mom goodbye, tell daddy I said hi"
As she kissed me on my cheek,
And I cried,
As she slowly died,
And she held my hand,
Right before she was gone,
I still remember in my heart,
As I said......
Then I looked back at me and my brother,
I remember it was a christmas eve,
He was 5 years older than me,
And that's a fact,
My bro worked c.e.o,
He made billions,
Everytime I said "bro wanna play"
He said "I'm sorry bro but I gotta go",
The boss needs me,
As he slowly went away,
Later that day, I saw the news,
He was on there,
The story was that his work was robbed,
They held him as a hostage and threatend to kill him
as they showed live footage,
He was shot multiple times I rusheddown there as quick as possible,
The doctors went with him,
I followed too,
He had problem with asthma,
The doctors informed me that he will not make it,
I started to cry and cry,
I went in the room and said "Even though fought before many times,I still love you man"
All he said was "Thank you I love you too"
As he gave me the necklace mom gave him,
He said "The both of them eequals a heart, and he said to never tear them apart"
He was coughing as blood flow and said "It's time for me to go"
I said "Goodbye my brother,I love you,tell mommy and daddy i said hi"
He said "I will"
As he held my hand and said "Thank you for everything,once again i love you,now what will you do?"
I said "I will cry and cry and thank you as well as your welcome"
As he slowly said "goodbye, merry christmas,i love you"
And i said ""Goodbye,I love you too and merry christmas,
As his time came,
I cried and cried,
And now i said.....
I saw the star on the ground,
As all the flashback faded now,
And i picked it up,
I put water on the burning tree and placed it up,
I put the star up on the burned tree now,
And I said "my family's gonna be proud"
As i teared up again,
I started to get joy back again as I joined the children and forgot the past,
I know my family's gone,
But their having christmas together somewhere,
I slowly teared again and said..........
"Daddy,I love you, Mommy I love you,
And Brother I love you too"
I visited their graves and that's all i said,
I found the necklace the other day and wore it proudly,
As I continued to have fun even in tears.