You Can Kiss Me (Where The Sun Don't Shine) by Chuk H MacDonald Ya did it to me once and like a fool I took you back. Well that did... [194 words]
(It's Time To) Cut The Cord by R Bennett Okerstrom There comes a time when you just need to cut the cord [131 words]
You Took The Fall by Craig Leonard Bad decisions [62 words]
You Say There’S No One Else by Cedric McClester You Say There's No One Else was inspired by a radio caller to the Wendy Williams sy... [244 words]
You Remember (All The Bad Times) by Cedric McClester You Remember... is an answer to the Keyshia Cole song, I Remember from the man... [178 words]
You May Not Like What I Have To Say by Cedric McClester You May Not Like What I Have To Say deals with the delicate issue of homose... [215 words]
You Deserve The Best by Cedric McClester You Deserve The Best is self exclamatory. [236 words]
You Can Call Me Nasty by Cedric McClester You Can Call Me Nasty is a song that questions what's is where the naked eye can't see? [213 words]
You Bring Me Home by Emily Grace Jacobs A song for couples in love. playes with slow music but does inclue a section of fast played m... [139 words]
Willing To Live by Craig Leonard - [65 words]
Why Bother by Hannah Ellicock - [144 words]
Whatever It Takes by Cedric McClester Whatever It Takes is about asking for a second chance. [237 words]
What Would Jesus Do Wwjd by Katherine Smith My very dear friend was raped by a boy a few years older than her; after the boy wasn'... [215 words]
Up The Path by Hannah Ellicock Just about someone wanting to escape from where they are at the minute. [133 words]
Together by Craig Leonard Self discovery [110 words]
This Is My Army Brat Song by Valerie A Bagayas A song about young love. [51 words]
The Whole We Are In by Mansoor Iqbal its a song. inspired by the movie Leaving LAs Vegas. the motel that Ben checks in is called... [70 words]
The Life You Lead by Cedric McClester The Life You Lead in the final analysis is the one you choose. [197 words]
The Boss by Cedric Rapadamus THE BOSS chronicals the gangsta lifestyle with all of its pitfalls. [418 words]
That Same God by Cedric McClester That Same God is a spiritual song celebrating God. [170 words]
Sour Note by Cedric McClester Sour Note is an advise song that suggests at times it's wiser to lead with your head instead of your ... [299 words]
Somebody’S Daughter by Cedric McClester Somebody's Daughter is another Mary J. Bliege inspiration. [198 words]
Small Steps by Craig Leonard - [83 words]
Sick by Craig Leonard Bad relationships [87 words]
Self-Discovery by Cedric McClester Recovery is inspired by Mary J. Blige and Amy Winehouse and other singers with troubled pasts. [245 words]
Rare Love by Sandra Santhosh well, i actually wrote this in history..truth be told im just a 15-yr who LOVES to write..so PLZ.. co... [156 words]
Passionate Kisses by Neeshant Srivastava a song abotu lovers [180 words]
Paid And Published by Dr Mu Something amazing just happened [87 words]
On The Highway by J A M A C MacQueen - [165 words]
My Life Is... by Hannah Ellicock just a short song about my life... [117 words]
My Biggest Fear
Lying Here by Craig Leonard - [68 words]
Loosing You by Josh Anderson Just a song about how I lost my best friend. [313 words]
Let You Down by Sheridan Pickett Making mistakes and no turning back [182 words]
Just A Matter Of Time by Sheridan Pickett unfinished. I have been close to the brink of insanity. [170 words]
It’S Time That You Let Go by Cedric McClester Simply put, It's Time That You Let Go is a song about letting go. [260 words]
It’S A Holiday by Cedric McClester It's A Holiday is destined to become a Christmas classic. [181 words]
It Hurts Too Doggone Much by Cedric McClester It Hurts Too Doggone Much is written from a woman's perspective who is in an adultero... [266 words]
I'm Numb by Hannah Ellicock - [147 words]
If You Were My Girl by Cedric McClester If You Were My Girl is a song that suggest the outsider looking in could treat the girl bet... [290 words]
If I Didn't Have You by Cedric McClester If I Didn't Have You is a song of gratitude and worship. [190 words]
I Wouldn’T Dot An I by Cedric McClester I Wouldn't Dot An I is about a man who tries to change his woman. [277 words]
I Hear You Knocking by Craig Leonard - [71 words]
I Don’T Wanna Hurt No More by Cedric McClester I Don't Wanna Hurt No More is inspired by R&B legend Mary J. Bliege. [286 words]
I Don’T Like To Talk About It by Cedric McClester I Don't Like To Talk About It was inspired by an Eric Clapton interview where he ... [231 words]
I Didn't Believe In Love At First Sight by Cedric McClester Love At First Sight is about a guy who didn't believe in love at first ... [226 words]
I Can’T Be Your Friend by Cedric McClester I Can't Be Your Friend expresses how one sometimes feels when a love affair comes to an ... [222 words]
He’S Coming Again by Cedric McClester He's Coming Again speaks of the return of Jesus. [241 words]
Glasgow by Stephen McTaggart of a city [251 words]
Fragile And Cold by Craig Leonard - [81 words]
Fortune by Sheridan Pickett A song about my child I used to call my fortune. [269 words]
Faceless by R Bennett Okerstrom The rise to the top can end abruptly. [116 words]
Enlighten Me by Sheridan Pickett - [259 words]
Elevator by Valerie A Bagayas Lost items. [44 words]
Don’T Place Limits On Yourself by Cedric McClester Don't Place Limits On Yourself is inspired by platinum selling R&B artist Keyshi... [185 words]
Don't Mess With Doc by Valerie A Bagayas Mitakes. [41 words]
Dont Be Alone by M J K Mjk For A girl Whos had a bad day or Had Her Heart Broken [79 words]
Dear Friend by Carla Thomson - [167 words]
Cash, Clothes, And Hos by Rapadamus Cash, Clothes and Hos is about the state of hip hop. [710 words]
Bruised by Craig Leonard Being strong despite the odds [115 words]
Before You Go by Ann Obrien Children losing their mother to drugs and the consequences of that world. [214 words]
Be Yourself by Craig Leonard A song about being happy with yourself [87 words]
Bar by Valerie A Bagayas A case of mistaken identity. [31 words]
Angel With Broken Wings by Little A This is a song I wrote for my ex-boyfriend, Jay. I still love him and I wish he still ... [281 words]
An Addicts Story by Charlie Mitchell i wrote this after talking with a young man in one of the Drug rehab programs i work for. [263 words]
All Hours Of The Night by Cedric McClester All Hours Of The Night is about a pop star you guess who. [174 words]
A Good Girl Gone Bad by Cedric McClester A Good Girl Gone Bad is a classic story of a woman scorned. [204 words]
“She Ain’T About To Let It Go” by Cedric McClester She Ain't About To Let It Go is an answer from a male perspective to Keshia Cole... [357 words]
You're Gonna Die by Earl Finzel - [127 words]
You Ment It All. by Jessica Barth - [166 words]
With You (Acoustic) by Ryan Morales For the greatest girl... [114 words]
Wish You Knew by Cedric McClester Wish You Knew is a spiritual song, that's addressed to those who are resistant to change. [252 words]
Who Lied To You? by Rapadamus WHO LIED TO YOU is a direct attack on the outsized egos of some of today's most prominent rapp... [469 words]
When You're In The World by Cedric McClester When You're In The World makes the contrast between the secular and the holy. [174 words]
What Would I Do by Jason Trocki Love song [308 words]
We Thank Him by Cedric McClester We Thank Him is a song of praise and worship. [281 words]
Twenty-One And Havin Fun by Cedric McClester Twenty-One And Havin Fun addresses Lindsey Lohan but could apply to any number of toda... [232 words]
Title? by Zach C Homer - [57 words]
Tim's Song by Rebecca A Anderson These lyrics were intended for country music [363 words]
Things Aren’T Always As They Seem by Cedric McClester Just because they’re rich/ And they may be famous/ Doesn’t mean they’re happy... [269 words]
There Was A Time by Cedric McClester There Was A Time is a critical review of a man's past. [208 words]
Theend by R Bennett Okerstrom It's the end of this relationship. [106 words]
The River Of Life by Fred Hardy a song about fear and the relization we have gone too far . [297 words]
The Lover Of My Life by Celestial Space In memory of times past [61 words]
The Day God Made by Cedric McClester The Day God Made is a simple song that celebrates the gift of life. [194 words]
Steril From Starvation by Emily A Vicious this is a song i wrote about how my life used to be [166 words]
Sorry To A Friend by Mike P A song i wrote to say sorry to a friend, although i never had the guts to send him it [118 words]
Sky, Sea, Shade, Suspense by Mark E S Hanson Inspired by this piece of art- http://angelreich.deviantart.com/art/Bloody-Tears-5298... [287 words]
Show Me The Hunger Has Gone by Stephen McTaggart a country / religous/ crisis of faith song. [175 words]
Right Now by Cedric McClester Right Now tackle the issue of grief. [194 words]
Rap Wars by Rapadamus Rap Wars relates the battle between Kanye West and 50 Cent. It was written in Kanye West's voice [537 words]
Promise Ring Reply by Ricardo W Redd THE MALE VERSION OF PROMISE RING. ORIGINAL SONG BY TIFFANY EVANS [623 words]
Poppin That Bubblegum by Laddiee - [62 words]
Not Alone by Celina E Houtman This song is just basically about the world, how only few people know what's really going on, and how... [133 words]
Nobody Likes You by R Bennett Okerstrom How does it feel to be the person that has everything but friends? [170 words]
My Hyde by My Hyde An inroduction to who I am; The evil and free part of otherwise pure and trapped young man. [635 words]
My Day Begins As It Ends (With You) by Cedric McClester Who do you think I'm referring to? [463 words]
Missin You Like Crazy by Cedric McClester No if ands or maybe/ Wish you were still my baby/ Cos I’m missin you like crazy/ Thought ... [292 words]
Miss Volcano by Buxton A song about a HOT girl I'm in love with.. [173 words]
Lord I Surrender by Cedric McClester Lord I Surrender is about surrendering to God. [190 words]
It’S All Over For Britney Spears by Cedric McClester It's All Over For Britney Spears was written in her voice in response to her d... [251 words]
Isn't It Funny by Katherine Smith well its a break up song for females in particular [290 words]
Ish Jus Happens by Cedric McClester ISH JUS HAPPENS IS SELF-EXCLAMATORY [283 words]
I’M Not Gay by Rapadamus I'm Not Gay is a commentary on those who promote family values , while living hypocritical lives. [200 words]
If You Knew by Cedric McClester If You Knew poses the question - I wonder if you knew/ That you can be blessed too/ Would you cont... [291 words]
If You Can't Comment by Cedric McClester IF YOU CAN'T COMMENT is my reaction to those of you who read my lyrics and fail to express... [206 words]
I Only Wish I Knew by Cedric McClester I Only Wish I knew is a song about a woman who is indescreet. [317 words]
I Need You by Rebeccah D Milburn its about love and how i need him [168 words]
I Don’T Like To Talk About It by Cedric McClester I Don't Like To Talk About It was inspired by an interview given by gutarist/sing... [228 words]
I Didn’T Want Your Boyfriend by Cedric McClester I Did't Want Your Boyfriend is a song from a female's perspective. I didn’t want ... [267 words]
I Claim The Victory by Cedric McClester I Claim The Victory is a spiritual song of joy [204 words]
How Much Does It Cost? by Cedric McClester HOW MUCH DOES IT COST? was inspired by a popular minister who was seriously pumping a bo... [240 words]
High Treason by Cedric McClester This song was inspired by an interview Alison Sudol (A Fine Frenzy) gave concerning her present. [282 words]
Hey There Fredo by Cedric McClester Any resemblance to anyone living or dead is purely incidental, or is it? [189 words]
He Pretends by Cedric McClester He Pretends is about a guy who will say anything or do anything to get what Lauren Hill refers to a... [338 words]
Guns Don't Kill Nobody by Cedric McClester GUNS DON'T KILL NOBODY is a song about the familiar mea culpa of gun lobbiests. [378 words]
Goodbye To My Family by Robert Kelly I decided to write this after my cousin died and I wasn't able to go see him. Its also abo... [191 words]
Good Time To Stop by Jenna Maiden About a girl who does not understand this guy and the way he is acting in thier relationship. [159 words]
God Loves You Anyway by Cedric McClester God Loves You Anyway suggest that no matter who you are or what you do, God loves you anyw... [280 words]
Give Me My Shine by Rapadamus Give Me My Shine was inspired by a radio interview given by Kanye West concerning how he was p... [460 words]
Get His Hat by Cedric McClester Get His Hat is a song about a girl in a bad situation who lacks a certain amount of self-esteem. [184 words]
Four Hundred Years by Cedric McClester Four Hundred Years addresses the oppression that African-Americans have experienced in Ameri... [190 words]
Forever Fingers Laced by Yevgeniy Kogosov - [465 words]
Fly Away Tonight by Alex S Brown This was a song i wrote back in grade school for my band. but hey, just beacause it was wrote ... [137 words]
Firewalk Dance by Allen Steble - [305 words]
Fight To Be Free by Allen Steble - [275 words]
Fearless Drawn by Karli Orchard I pictured this as having a somewhat folk melody to it.. something acoustic, with a conor oberst... [223 words]
Everything’S Not All Right (But I’M All Right With Everything) by Cedric McClester This song is inspired by a Wynonna Judd intervie... [288 words]
Everyone's Bitch by My Hyde This one was not inspired, but at least set off by you, Lester. [502 words]
Empty Room by Carla Thomson - [116 words]
Done by My Hyde This was my first rock lyric. In a way, it is my nursey. I marks the day My Hyde was born and what I first... [469 words]
Could That Girl Be Britney Spears? by Cedric McClester Could That Girl Be Britney Spears speaks for itself. [134 words]
Concrete by Karli Orchard This has much of a hip hop vibe to it, i dont usually write hip hop but i wrote this after listening t... [58 words]
Columbian Necktie by R Bennett Okerstrom When you've said one too many things to piss someone off...someone writes a heavy metal song ... [99 words]
Can't They See Me? by Kayla L Jordan Just a song about how people think you're one thing, but in truth you are another and you ju... [105 words]
Can You Say Jesus? by Cedric McClester Can You Say Jesus? is an up tempo gospel song. [192 words]
Can I Enlist You In A Cause? by Cedric McClester Can I Enlist You In A Cause is a social commentary inspired by the inflamed racial... [361 words]
Broken Halo by R Bennett Okerstrom An angel falls from her sky [182 words]
Better Days by Rapadamus Better Days chronicals the slow recovery efforts, or lack thereof in post Katrina New Orleans. [376 words]
Anyway Ya Want It Baby by Cedric McClester Anyway Ya Want it Baby is about a man who aims to please [294 words]
Ain’T No Snitichin by Cedric McClester Ain't No Snitchin is my reaction to the street code that suggest silence is synonymous with ... [382 words]
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TITLE (EDIT)
My Biggest Fear |
DESCRIPTION
Guess who's back
[722 words] |
TITLE KEYWORD
Self-Help |
AUTHOR
My Hyde |
ABOUT
THE AUTHOR
You remember me.
[April 2008] |
AUTHOR'S E-MAIL ADDRESS
my_evil_side@yahoo.com |
AUTHOR'S OTHER TITLES (4)
Done (Songs) This was my first rock lyric. In a way, it is my nursey. I marks the day My Hyde was born and what I first fed on. [469 words] [Self-Help]
Everyone's Bitch (Songs) This one was not inspired, but at least set off by you, Lester. [502 words] [Self-Help]
I Can't Be The Man I Wanna Be (Songs) I'm finally doing it! I'm finally telling the woman I love how I feel. But before I do, I need to know if whatv I wrote is good or crap. Any comment would be appreciated unless you are a dick. please ... [675 words] [Self-Help]
My Hyde (Songs) An inroduction to who I am; The evil and free part of otherwise pure and trapped young man. [635 words] [Self-Help]
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My Biggest Fear
My Hyde
The darkness is my light
Its all I’ve ever known
And I fear no man, no fight
I fight alone
I’m not afraid to die
‘Cause I’m already doing that inside
Slowly...
They don’t see me bleed
Don’t see my need
I only...
See this war inside myself
Its invisible to everyone else
I’m being attacked by my own heart
Tearing me apart—
From the inside...
I’m trapped inside my own mind
Where all I can find—
Is darkness, emptiness
I can’t breath, the crushing loneliness—
Is just sitting on my chest
I don’t fear this thing in my head
Though it’ll eventually leave me dead
My biggest fear is, no matter how much I pray...
What if this never—goes away...?
My mind falls apart like broken glass
When I think of things I might not have
It stabs me like a knife
When I think about the life—
I’m looking at
It scares me to look forty years down the road
And to see myself old—
And alone.. .
Life is too hard a job to do alone
On my own...
Life is much too hard to do on my own
How can You expect me to live like this?
Something I’ll always miss:
Is someone to hold at night
Someone to share my life
Always having to fight—
To keep from going numb
My biggest fear is, no matter how much I pray...
It’ll never—go away...!
Go away...!
Go away.,.!
Every day is filled with signs
There’s no one out there for me
That I’ll never find—
The other half of me
Disgusting to kiss
No one could love this
So lonely...
This boy looking in the mirror, I hate what I see
I hate the man staring back at me
‘Cause I always seem...
A good brain is all I have, but people can’t see it
Because I always say and do stupid shit
Life is always reminds me—
Of my inadaquecy
I think...
The only person at fault is myself
I can blame nobody else
But my biggest fear is, what if there’s something I don’t see
What if it simply can’t be
What if He is protecting them from me?
I don’t fear this thing in my head
Though it’ll eventually leave me dead
My biggest fear is, no matter how much I pray...
What if this never—goes away...?
My mind falls apart like broken glass
When I think of things I might not have
It stabs me like a knife
When I think about the life—
I’m looking at
It scares me to look forty years down the road
And to see myself old—
And alone.. .
Life is too hard a job to do alone
On my own...
Life is much too hard to do on my own
How can You expect me to live like this?
Something I’ll always miss:
Is someone to hold at night
Someone to share my life
Always having to fight—
To keep from going numb
My biggest fear is, no matter how much I pray...
It’ll never—
It’ll never—go away...!
Go away...!
Go away...!
It’ll never go away...!
IT’LL NEVER GO AWAY...!
It’ll always—
STAY!
It’ll never go—
AWAY!
No matter what I do, I’ll never find a—
WAY!
No matter how much I—
PRAY!
No matter what I try, how hard
THIS LONELINESS WILL NEVER GO AWAY!
WHY DID HE—
DO THIS TO ME!?
It’ll always—
STAY!
It’ll never go—
AWAY!
No matter what I do, I’ll never find a—
WAY!
No matter how much I—
PRAY!
No matter what I try, how hard
THIS LONELINESS WILL NEVER GO AWAY!
WHY DID HE—
DO THIS TO ME!?
My mind falls apart like broken glass
When I think of things I might not have
It stabs me like a knife
When I think about the life—
I’m looking at
It scares me to look forty years down the road
And to see myself old—
And alone.. .
Life is too hard a job to do alone
On my own...
Life is much too hard to do on my own
How can You expect me to live like this?
Something I’ll always miss:
Is someone to hold at night
Someone to share my life
Always having to fight—
To keep from going numb
My biggest fear is, no matter how much I pray...
It’ll never—
It’ll never—go away...!
I’ll never have a normal life
So, must I sacrafice—
Having a wife
“Cause its not right—
To ask someone to give up a normal life
My mind falls apart like broken glass
When I think of things I might not have
It stabs me like a knife
When I think about the life—
I’m looking at
It scares me to look forty years down the road
And to see myself old—
And alone.. .
Life is too hard a job to do alone
On my own...
Life is much too hard to do on my own
How can You expect me to live like this?
Something I’ll always miss:
Is someone to hold at night
Someone to share my life
Always having to fight—
To keep from going numb
My biggest fear is, no matter how much I pray...
It’ll never—
It’ll never—
What if it never—goes away...?
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READER'S REVIEWS (5)
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"Lester, you haven't commented. Don't tell me I scared your candy ass away! I was looking forward to another war of words but I guess once one exposses you for the pussy you are, you lose interest. Too bad, too bad...Maybe you'de be more comfortable chatting on myspace Anyone else is welcome. My songs are on my blog. Please comment constructively. Lester, I think we all know the difference between that and the shit you post. Bye-bye, bitches!" -- My Hyde.
"go to myspace website and type in "My Hyde" on people search " -- My Hyde.
"Why is no one comenting? C'mon, you can't all be like Lester. Tell me how good my songs are! lol" -- My Hyde.
"To offer any comment to a fool is to acknowledge his existence. Why say something about nothing? You my friend, are less than nothing. " -- Lester.
"Repititious, boring, much too long and dragged out. The copycat fantasies of a small minded man who tries to portray himself as a menacing, sinister, anti-hero type. Not something I would read twice. It's the Xmas season and I don't want to appear mean-spirited but I must be honest. " -- Richard.
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STORYMANIA PUBLICATION DATE
November 2007 |
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