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The mind that is morning swims. As it grows later it will become frosted glass; an empty couch by the window; twelve words; a dolphin blowing rings of air and an empty coffee cup in the sunlight. [459 words]
ABOUT
THE AUTHOR
Short Biography: Pepijn Sauer Born midnight between the 3rd and 4th of February 1970 in Arnhem, The Netherlands. Studied Japanese, Philosophy and Psychology at the universities of Leiden and Utrecht, finished neither because of tendencies towards the more obscure sides of the above mentioned fields. Paints, does illustrations and translates from Dutch to English and vice versa. (mainly scientific articles). [September 2001]
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The Mind That Is Morning Pepijn Sauer
Reasons.
-The mind that is morning swims. As it grows later it will become frosted glass; an empty couch by the window; twelve words; a dolphin blowing rings of air and an empty coffee cup in the sunlight.
-The mind that is morning has its picture taken in Socrates’ death cel. It carries a rucksack. Then it wanders of in search of some food.
-The mind that is morning is a student of its own disbelief.
Prologue.
The problem. Or rather: What is the problem?
Inventory of the Mind That Is Morning.
(Non-representative sample.)
-Softly.
-Two angels sleeping on a train.
-Primordial chaos. Unused.
-The world. (Concept.)
-Black female shape out of focus against a beige background. To see is unforgivable - and yet....light. Mowing the lawn - cornflakes - double parked car - the exact weight of the television measured in a sterile room.
-The essential meaning of the word passport is under consideration.
-A large box of impatience. Open. Half finished. Half unfinished.
-You. The continuous measuring of distances. Planetary orbits.
-The death of the white mouse.
-The death of the black mouse.
-Tigers in the faceless crowd of a dreaming.
-The photocopy.
-A car hit by a shadow in the aftertaste of longing.
-The longing.
Jumble.
The mind that is morning becoming night. Singing itself to sleep:
- the face breathing sky
and the light - the light inside our touches - the light
dropping from the surface - jumping
up
the pain that is light
cutting the sharp corners of veins
blood of knives - flow to cut the veils that keep us
from ourselves
to sing from the hart - jumbled - erratic - like a steel spring
Coiled
tension of muscles anticipating the flight
leaped releasing
to be
stairs
of
the elusive
rhythm of dance - speachless joy
desolate - your eyes
such desolate beauty shattering
the prearanged sequences of events including
the signs
3>2>1>0
of our eternal defeat.
Graphics.
An aerial photograph of the mind that is morning:
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Things found floating around like garbage in the mind that is morning.
There is death. Of course.
The machine is broken.
It has been broken for a long time.
Nobody likes to think about this because no one has a clue how to fix it.
The Irony.
This is my song. I will sing while you sleep. I know the names of the things that have touched you., and the rhythm of your footsteps makes me dance.
And I am lost and found … and lost again. And I am dying & I live & will die again.
And the demons smile. And your name is hunger. And there is no story:
He drives for a thousand miles and looks out over the great plains. And he turns around and leaves without a word.
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