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a story I wrote recently about how my life is at the moment, and how it was in the past. It is a little random... really random, but that is how my life is. [452 words]
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The Way Things Are Corey Moon
I often dream of being a hero, being somebody. But of course I am nobody, if you were to see me walking on the streets you wouldn’t give a second thought of my life, because my life is as meaningless as the next person. I have been asked where I see myself in ten years, and I don’t know. I can’t even see where I will see my self tomorrow.
I heard in a song once “what good is a man who won’t take a stand?” I ask myself daily what good am I if I don’t fight for what I believe in. I don’t like to start fights or be in fights for that matter so that statement does not apply to me. People call me weak, I would agree.
I have been in love… I am in love. But what good is love if you don’t get love in return. I want so badly to have a girl I can call my own. I used to dream of having kids and being married to a beautiful wife, but that dream has slowly melted into the hole I call “Let down”. Being alone wasn’t my greatest fear in life; I always figured that I would find someone, but again… “Let down”
These things might not make sense to you. For me, it’s the story of my life. Happiness is pursued by every human being, whether it is the search for a better job or the search for a good movie to watch, humans crave happiness. I don’t crave happiness any more, I demand it.
If you can’t find real happiness sometimes you turn to more… drastic measures. I won’t go into detail; let’s just say the internet is a cesspool for sin. When you go through life like me, constantly harassed by bigger people and always laughed at by the beautiful girls, life can seem as unimportant as a needle in a hay stack.
I call myself a Christian, every time I say it, my gut churns with guilt. I, at one time was “saved” by Christ. I told everybody I felt so much different, I felt like I was on top of the world… that was a lie, I felt the same, as a matter-of-fact I felt worse then I did before. I have been told that following Christ can often be harder then not following him, that was an understatement.
This “memoir” of sorts may seem random; this is how I feel though. I share these things not for sympathy from you, because I know that everyone has there own problems. Instead I share these things because I never have shared them with anyone.
Corey Moon
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"I think this is excellent. Keep writing these kinds of things." -- Barfield.
"interesting" -- hanan.
"Corey, I enjoy reading your writing and seeing another side of you. I wish I could wave a magic wand and say that everything will turn out for the best, be an optimist like I portray most days, but I can honestly say that no one really knows our future. I believe things happen for a reason. Good or bad, life is changed by unexpected people and events. I believe that God, the only person that has true control of people's destiny, had brought you into my life for a reason. You are a flamboyant person with so much to offer the world; you just have yet been inspired to initiate it. I can agree to almost everything you write here. I want to make a difference, be a hero to people (children someday), but the road through life is foggy and dusty. We trip, fall, and hopefully get back up. I feel as though I am rambling but it's late and the coffee hasn't set in. We should talk more. I love reading your writing. " -- Jalah Reid, Portland, OR, USA.
"I'm sure this piece you've written is sincere and it does take some courage to reveal these things about yourself. You have some real insecurity issues and I don't think this site is the best place for you to share them. You have a lot of the same desires we all have; to be somebody or at least achieve some degree of success, to marry a beautiful girl and have children, etc. etc. Unless you want to continue being miserable, start over and set your sights a little lower. Continue your education, get a job, and most importantly, learn to like yourself. If you don't like yourself, how can you expect anyone else to? Good luck. " -- Richard.
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