I cant.
Love
Its so hard to give in¡¦give up¡¦my heart
I mean¡¦
you have it¡¦(its yours)
But there¡¯s all these thoughts. Fighting you.
And you don¡¯t see them. And you don¡¯t know why.
Your gonna leave¡¦I see it
But you dont¡¦
So I get paranoid
Cause I know you gonna go
So I consume all of my mind with that
The thought of you leaving (for not knowing what I¡¯m feeling)
I stress it so much I forget to be there
Forget to remember that I love you
Forget why I¡¯m here
I forget where my heart is¡¦
And normally this is when you leave
This is where you don¡¯t look at me
And don¡¯t ask questions
But you don¡¯t¡¦
And you do¡¦
You stay and you see me and you ask¡¦
Okay.
Because¡¦
because I¡¯m¡¦wrong
I¡¯m¡¦mean¡¦guarded¡¦silent¡¦violent¡¦hard¡¦
Complicated.
I¡¯m the reason why things go wrong
Because of these thoughts¡¦Because I assume things
Like your Leaving
Even though your sitting next to me
Even though I¡¯m holding you
I know you leaving. Even if you don¡¯t know it yet
Normally your suppose to Leave
(Though I want you to stay)
That¡¯s just how it is (I want you Forever)
Unlucky In Love¡¦
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