ABOUT
THE AUTHOR
Crazy girl, Crazy writer, really loves reading, a big romantic with a dry sense of humour. Seen one too many jack nicholson films :) [April 2009]
AUTHOR'S OTHER TITLES (13) A Night In Sorrow (Poetry) dont' use pain as pleasure, it's not healthy. I wrote this poem for my stupid mother. [148 words] A Wave Of Manipulation (Poetry) This is so sad, i just had to post :( [90 words] Broken Mirror (Songs) - [217 words] Dont' Want To Play This Game (Poetry) Child abuse poem. I wrote it for my big brother scotty, although i haven't seen him in four years, i know what he went through as a child and I know how he must be feeling now he's almost 18 :( [310 words] Loss Of Innocence (Poetry) I actually cried writing this poem, it took a lot for me to write it, i would really like some reviews please??? It's a poem to make you think... [303 words] Love's Game Of Lets Pretend (Songs) This is my first song on here :) Im stil working on writing the music for it, let me know what you think [154 words] Name (Cutting) (Poetry) - [180 words] Never Forgotten (Poetry) A little girl who lives across the street, was found dead last week. It was so tragic and really pulled at my heartstrings :( After we found out all the horrible things that were happening to her, we ... [180 words] Secret Treasure (Poetry) My first poem on here, it would be great if i got a rev :) no pressure though lol [74 words] [Romance] Star-Crossed Lovers (Songs) Obviously inspired by shakespeare, the wonderful romeo and juliet :) I love that play, movie it rocks :) it can get a little far fetched and a bit too tragic but it is romantic so i guess... so yeah! [174 words] Tear Stained Cheeks And Bloodshot Eyes (Poetry) This reminds me of how I feel everytime I cry over the many mistakes in my short and emotionally wrecked life. I didn't have a good childhood and Im not much happy as a teen, at 17 Iv'e been through m... [103 words] To Watch You Leaving (Poetry) The sadness at the end of a relationship :( [198 words] Toy Shed Nightmare (Poetry) I remember this stroy someone told me, I don't know if it is true or not, but i can only begin to imagen how this girl will be feeling. I wrote this poem to try to do that, please let me know what you... [357 words]
I Wish I Was Blind Random Dreamer
Waiting, debating
Contemplating.
On whether or not I
Should be saying.
He took one thing
I can never get back.
It just goes to show
The real man he lacks.
Trust was a thing
My mom gave to him,
Not knowing the monster he
hides within.
I lay down for sleep
As he tells me to.
Knowing the moment is coming,
When he finally breaks through.
I'm hurt and
I'm bleeding.
He’s laughing,
Ignoring my pleading.
Does he care?
Does it bother him?
Knowing there was more than one thing
He put inside me
Other than grim.
Three years have past
And I am still perturbed,
By the mess he left,
All things in my world are disturbed.
Just thinking he’s out there
With some other girl.
She’s probably so scared.
It makes me want to hurl.
I have no bruises,
I have no scars.
But taking my virginity,
Was like taking my heart.
Why would he do this?
What did I do?
I cant take my mind off of him.
I don’t know how to.
picture perfect memories,
are not the images I see.
When I look back and think
Of a younger me.
I see his face
flash in my mind
Smiling his ugly smile,
I wish I was blind.
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