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Postage Stamp Dreams Jenn Thomas-Orr
Little girl of seven hasn't seen Mommy for two years and tonight, at last she is going to spend the night, she and big sister.
Little girl of seven waiting for Daddy to drive sister and herself to Mommy's house.
Anticipation. Nerves. Little girl biting nails.
Sits at the table to wait and sees it.
Postage stamp. Three cents. And she likes the taste of stamp glue. *lick lick nibble chew*
Little girl of seven walks into Daddy's room sits on the edge of his bed. "Daddy, why do the walls move?" "Move?" "Daddy, they're wiggling!" "What did you eat, Jenny?" "Nothing." "Damn that Gunther!"
Little girl of ten goes to Mommy's house. Little girl of seven stays home wrapped in Daddy's safe and warm embrace.
Flashes of light and sound. Little girl of seven begins to dream fluffy rabbits bounding over sofas through walls the floor covered with them and the little girl needs to pee but she can't she can't step on the bunnies.
They fade out and she rises from Daddy's lap stumbles through the room no door. Where is the door? Who took the door? "Daddy, I'm stuck!" Flying through sticky air filled with spangles and starlight cold seat under her she finally can pee.
Flying back through slippery sliding sky she lays on the couch while Daddy plays her favorite music over and over. James Taylor. Always to be remembered and sought after as comfort music.
Little girl of seven staring at things only she can see. Little old ladies in long black dresses and white crocheted collars like Macbeth's three witches they sit in the parlor in their old fashioned wooden wheelchairs cackling pinching chasing in circles. She runs, screaming crying.
"Daddy help me!" "Shhh baby, shhh I'll keep you safe. I'll keep my Jenny safe."
Little girl of seven awakens in the morning shaking shaken her world never to be the same again. "Don't tell your mother, she won't understand." And little girl of seven goes off to Mommy's joining Big Sister in keeping the silence from PsychoMom who would blame blameless father for idiot roommate leaving drugs on the kitchen table for children to eat.
Young woman of fourteen approaches her Dad "What happened? What happened to me?" "You laid on the couch for hours crying, laughing, babbling screaming, finally sleeping. And in your sleep you repeated over and over 'Stamps make dreams'."
Grown woman of thirty-five reaches into the past reaches out to touch the frightened child whispering "Everything is gonna be O.K." rises from the keyboard and finds her comfort and listens. "I've seen fire and I've seen rain..."
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