American Culture
Ramon Castillo Ramon

 

American Culture

American culture turned out to be torture
The land of the free
Made it hard to see
What was all in me.

Why can’t I see? Will I ever see?
Listen to the music. Lose it to the music.
 
All I know is I am more
Once again on implore
What else must I lore?

Modern Society so hard to keep in sobriety
Always been the same
Learn to play the game
Devils must be tamed

Why can’t I see? Will I ever see?
Listen to the music. Lose it to the music.

Reality isn’t as good but you tell me it should
But what can I do
I don’t have a clue
Looking for something new

When I’m feeling lonely, all I know is only
Always there is music
Just learn how to use it
You’ll never abuse it

I’ve been trying to see what is deeply in me
Was always on my knees
Done with all the plea

Why can’t I see? Will I ever see?
Listen to the music. Lose it to the music.
Music sets you free.
©Ramon Castillo













Wild Thoughts
Give me an answer baby I can’t wait anymore.
 Got lost in this life why don’t you throw me a bone.
I heard that you could be just testing me out
But I can no longer take this baby please tell me now.
Thoughts run wild in the midnight hour
They run run wild in the midnight hour
Thoughts run wild in the midnight hour
They run run wild in the midnight hour

It’s just overcoming is overwhelming me now
But it’s time to run because time just won’t stop.
Been stuck in a slump and now I want out.
Don’t know what to do I’m becoming a lout

 Thoughts run wild in the midnight hour
They run run wild in the midnight hour

Just give me some guidance to progress my change
I need some answers don’t want to be all deranged
I’m tangled in your ropes looking for a way to escape
Have I done something wrong for you to treat me this way

Thoughts run wild in the midnight hour
They run run wild in the midnight hour

Why you making it so hard to see the light
How will I know to make it right
All I know is day dreaming temporary lets me escape
But when it’s over here I am again.

Show me what you are and why you do what you do
I fell like a fool and became just your tool
I can’t sleep at night thinking about what I can do
Don’t even know where to start help me I’m so confused.
Don’t want to be singing the same old same tune.
©Ramon Castillo

















Holding For Good

I hope that you could focus on the now
I wish that one day you realize how
Letting it all out and just allow
I wish that… I wish that..
I wish that life is great for you and me.
I hope for peace and harmony.

I keep on holding for the good. Don’t leave me hanging for good
I keep on holding for the good. Don’t leave me hanging for good

I deserve the life I’ve longed fore
What pushes me to the core
I will discover hidden doors
Always wanting more
I wish that life is great for you and me.
I hope for peace and harmony.

I keep on holding for the good. Don’t leave me hanging for good
I keep on holding for the good. Don’t leave me hanging for good

I hope that you can let it all go
That you can see how much you glow
This world is more than what you know

Give it a chance baby don’t cling on to fear
I wish that you could see things clear
Dreams no more will bring you in tears

I keep on holding for the good. Don’t leave me hanging for good
I keep on holding for the good. Don’t leave me hanging for good

I hope that you can make it on your own
I love you more when you’re alone
I wish that you can see how much you’ll grow
I wish that… I wish that…
I wish that life is great for you and me
I hope for peace and harmony
I keep on holding for the good. Don’t leave me hanging for good
I keep on holding for the good. Don’t leave me hanging for good

©Ramon Castillo











World of Love

All I wanted was a world of love
Where I would walk around and share smiles
A place where we are all one but all I found was guiles
But this place don’t exist. Why do I persist. I Persist.
This place could be so wonderful I know
And it hurts to know that we get stuck in the flow
But we have come a long way
Waiting for the day when it will all change

Don’t want to hide my love to seem normal in this life. (life)
Will it ever change? (change)

So I walked for miles to find some connection
Don’t understand people and am losing affection
Walked alone day dreamed my way home
This place has to exist I insist. I insist.

Don’t want to hide my love to seem normal in this life. (life)
Will it ever change? (change)

I thought love was so powerful
Why isn’t it wonderful
People flaunting at their neighbors
Exhausted spirits giving it to labor
Where is the world of love? Don’t tell me it’s a dream.
I know it exists, coming slowly in the fading mist. Mist.

Don’t want to hide my love to seem normal in this life. (life)
Will it ever change? (change)
 Don’t want to hide my love to seem normal in this life. (life)
Will it ever change? (change)
Will it ever change. (change).
©Ramon Castillo



















What Can I do?

Why do I have to beg for you love?
 
Aren’t we supposed to be one? Why are we so apart?
I give you everything and all I get is a broken heart.
Once I thought your love was free but now I have to disagree.

What can I do when I really want you? Oh what can I do when I really want you

 Will I ever rid of these blues.
Been thinking about changing location.
A place far away from your temptation.
Don’t want a love that has me wrapped in questions.
Where pleading isn’t necessary for some connection.

What can I do when I really want you? Oh what can I do when I really want you (2x)

I got stronger from this experience.
So many lies so little love had me delirious.
My feelings for you were truly pure
Though now I leave in search of cure
With you I just wasn’t secure

What can I do when I really want you? Oh what can I do when I really want you

Didn’t want to do this alone
But it’s the way it has to go
Now that we are not together
Things are going to be much better
Never again will I be held in your tether.

What can I do when I really want you? Oh what can I do when I really want you (2x)
©Ramon Castillo
Up to Here

Looking at the way things are going
Guess I better pack my things up and run
Heading down the road that leads to the fun
Don’t want to miss the bus down the boulevard

You’re gonna be here waiting
I’m up to here on begging.
You’re not gonna change. Oh.
You’re not gonna change. Oh.

I’ll keep on going til’ the sun stops on glowing
Life is too short to be hesitating
Gave you all the time and love that I had
No wonder it got so hard to detach

You’re gonna be here waiting
I’m up to here on begging.
You’re not gonna change. Oh.
You’re not gonna change. Oh.

Took me a while to learn to let go
Ready to give this journey a repaint
Well I won’t have you holding me in restraint
Now I’m on my way to the dreams that await

You’re gonna be here waiting
I’m up to here on begging.
You’re not gonna change. Oh.
You’re not gonna change. Oh.

You’re gonna be here waiting
I’m up to here on begging.
You’re not gonna change. Oh.
You’re not gonna change. Oh.
©Ramon Castillo
















Why Don’t You Love Me?

I wonder if you will ever love me
When I try hard to make your dream
And then I cry an ongoing stream
Yet still I know we are meant to be

Why don’t you love me?

I can’t believe I fell for you
After all the things you’ve put me through
After all you had me do
Left me here confused and blue
I still want you yes it’s true
Longing for when you will want me too

Why don’t you love me?
Why don’t you love me?

Please open up your heart to me
It’s how the leaves will blossom from the trees
Without you this game becomes a losing streak
Please won’t you stay here with me
You hold the key to set me free

You’re my perfect cup of tea
We go together like strawberries and cream
My love is for infinity
So don’t make me wait an eternity

Why don’t you love me?
©Ramon Castillo

Strum on my Guitar

Got to learn the guitar to play your songs.
You’re my star my shiny bright light.
I’ve longed for your touch and this moment to come
When I would beg for your love every day and night.
But now you’re here with me
now give me your strum.
Strum, strum, strum on my guitar
Without your love I felt so numb.
Strum, strum, strum on my guitar.
You have my heart.
Your love is all I ever want.
Got to learn the guitar to play your songs.
We are now together, stay with me forever
You are the light that shines my path.
Now my fears are gone. I have you on my side.
You are the light that shines my path
Now my fears are gone. I have you on my side.
I want this now but I don’t know how.
All I can do is strum for this moment to come.
Strum, strum, strum my guitar. You have my heart.
Your love is all I want.
I will take you far
We’ll be more than just stars
Just strum some more for the engine to start.
Been stuck on addictions
Waiting on self predictions
You got to take me to the light
The one that is inside
I know where it lies but you got to
Strum, strum, strum on my guitar
You have my heart
Your love is all I want
Gotta learn the guitar to play your songs.
We are now together, stay with me forever
You are the light that shines my path.
Now my fears are gone. I have you on my side.
Strum, strum, strum on my guitar.
©Ramon Castillo

You and I
Forever you and I
Dreaming of manifestations in time
Your love is pure and true
Just don’t know what to do with you
I lose control when I’m with you. Just don’t know what to do with you.

Keep on moving baby it’s never too late. Keep on going we’ll get there someday.(2x)

Together you and I
Looking for the shiny white light
But this won’t come unless I get you on my side

Together you and I
Don’t want to say goodbye
If only you could try
I lose control when I’m with you. Just don’t know what to do with you

Keep on moving baby it’s never too late. Keep on going we’ll get there someday.(2x)


Forever you and I
Sharing secrets to the night
We know it’ll always be alright
Please never lose sight.

Whatever you and I
Decide to do with you lives
We will make it up high
Give me good words because I listen all the time
I lose control when I’m with you. Just don’t know what to do with you.

Keep on moving baby it’s never too late. Keep on going we’ll get there someday.(2x)

Always you and I
Will find a way to make dreams become real
This journey got us injured but now we’re being healed
It’s now time to give it tries
It’s now time to seal the deal.
I lose control when I’m with you. Just don’t know what to do with you.

Keep on moving baby it’s never too late. Keep on going we’ll get there someday.(2x)
©Ramon Castillo






















Enjoy the Road

Enjoy the road…enjoy the road.
Live the good life… the life
The one you’ve always thrived
It’s got to be this time… this time

You sat there with your gut in your throat
Time was clicking by an oath
Didn’t want to wait much longer
How will it be like you pondered.
You’ve gotten so much stronger.

Living days that have gone by
It’s now time to tell the past goodbye
Your faith has brought you far
Always wanting to be a star

Enjoy the road…enjoy the road.
Live the good life… the life
The one you’ve always thrived
It’s got to be this time… this time

Days and nights consuming your might
Voices leaving you in blight
Preventing you to see the light
But it’s ok its going to be alright

Spending time dreaming reality away
Always listening to what they had to say
Made it hard to enjoy the stay
You’ve always know there’s got to be a different way
So listen now to what I’m going to say

Enjoy the road…enjoy the road.
Live the good life… the life
The one you’ve always thrived
It’s got to be this time… this time
©Ramon Castillo






Devil Got me Caged
Here I am trying to make sense out of my life
Sitting on my bedroom floor next to my pipe
What else has changed?
I think the devil got me caged.

 Please help me, Please help me the Devil got me caged

He approached me in such a way
Now holds me hostage by his sway
I want to leave but I know I’ll have to stay

He’s gotten into my head and prevents me from escape.
Holds me back from any change.
He wants my life to be the same.

Please help me, Please help me the Devil got me caged (2x)

He’s keeping me in doubt
 wondering what It’s all about
He takes over me and doesn’t let me see

But he’s words take me in so heavily
Before to me sounded so heavenly
Got trapped by his disguise
Now I live by his advice

Please help me, Please help me the Devil got me caged (2x)

I have no clue on what to do
All I know is I don’t want to hear his stories
He’s scary fairy assumptions are getting boring
Why doesn’t he let me go
I no longer want to follow his flow

I miss the days when I had faith.
Before the thunder and rain.
When I enjoyed playing the game.

There’s got to be a God somewhere inside
Wanting me to see the light.
I try and I try but always the devil comes
I cry and cry to be on the other side

Please help me, Please help me the Devil got me caged (2x)
©Ramon Castillo





Devil Got me Caged
Here I am trying to make sense out of my life
Sitting on my bedroom floor next to my pipe
What else has changed?
I think the devil got me caged.

 Please help me, Please help me the Devil got me caged

He approached me in such a way
Now holds me hostage by his sway
I want to leave but I know I’ll have to stay

He’s gotten into my head and prevents me from escape.
Holds me back from any change.
He wants my life to be the same.

Please help me, Please help me the Devil got me caged (2x)

He’s keeping me in doubt
 wondering what It’s all about
He takes over me and doesn’t let me see

But he’s words take me in so heavily
Before to me sounded so heavenly
Got trapped by his disguise
Now I live by his advice

Please help me, Please help me the Devil got me caged (2x)

I have no clue on what to do
All I know is I don’t want to hear his stories
He’s scary fairy assumptions are getting boring
Why doesn’t he let me go
I no longer want to follow his flow

I miss the days when I had faith.
Before the thunder and rain.
When I enjoyed playing the game.

There’s got to be a God somewhere inside
Wanting me to see the light.
I try and I try but always the devil comes
I cry and cry to be on the other side

Please help me, Please help me the Devil got me caged (2x)
©Ramon Castillo

 

 

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