Forever Love Forever Love Even though that relation happened 20 years ago I can still remember her. I still remember her beautiful clear brownish eyes and the way she looked at me with them and how I saw how sensible she was through them. It all started one sunny day, I was in my special English class and as always I was falling asleep. We are only three students in this class and this is because the school said we had a bad English pronunciation. My other classmates were both women and I remember that I was talking to them about the bas relation I had with women when it came to love. � You know I am 14 years old and I have never have a girlfriend and have never given a kiss in my life. I am really bad with women when it comes to love� I said to one of them. Suddenly my teacher came close to me and said � its not that you are bad with women its just that you have not found the correct one yet, but you will see that some day you will find her.� I looked at her with a funny face and started to think about what she said and I though � you know she is right maybe someday you will find the correct one.� What I dint knew was that that day I will find her..... 2 I was walking out of class with all my books and when I turn to the hallway I crash with something, I fell to the floor and made a loud noise. I got up to my knees and I realize that I had crash with a girl but I the only thing I could see was her feet, I stand up and started to pick my books but then I looked at who I had crash with and realize that I did not only crash with a girl but that I had crash with the most beautiful dove I have ever seen. That was the first time we look straight to eyes. We just stood there watching each other for a minute or so and then popping out of our fantasy we both blink and started to pick up our books. � Sorry� I said to her �I was kind of in a hurry, my name is Sebastian.� She looked at me and said � don�t worry I should had also been more careful I am Carolina nice to meet you Sebastian.� I then said � well I guess will talk later see you.� �by� she said with a soft voice. I started to walk through the hallway but after a few steps I couldn�t resist looking back at her. I turn back to see her but to my surprise she was also looking back at me, I don�t remember if it was five or ten minutes the thing is that we stood there watching ourselves for a long time. I then said to myself � will this be the one, will this be the girl that I have waited for fourteen long years?� Without hesitating a bit I walked towards her and said � hey do you want to go out this Friday to a movie?� she looked at me with a strange face and without showing any sign of being nervous she said �alright� and took a pencil and a paper out of his backpack and started to write something, she then passed the paper to me and said � here take my phone number and call me alright.� I couldn�t believe what I heard, all my life I had been rejected by girls and all of a sudden this beautiful girl appears and I ask her out and without even doubting she says yes and gives me her phone number! I couldn�t believe it was something that happened once in a lifetime. 3 the days went by and I never saw Carolina again except once when I was going out class and she passed by with some of her friends and she said to �hi� to me but other than that I did not had any contact with her. On Thursday I finally collect enough bravery to call her, I still remember that when I was dialing my hands were shaking. The ringing started and before the second ring was about to finish she answered. I knew it was her because of her beautiful voice, a voice that I could distinguish even if I heard it from miles away. With a very low voice I said � Hi do you know who you are talking with?� she then answer to me � Yes Sebastian how are you doing?� As soon as I heard does words my blood pressure went down, I couldn�t believe that she remember me so well. What really surprise me was that even though I was very nervous I spoke very normal and even tough once in a while my voice got a little weak after about half an hour we spoke as if we wee best friends. We spoke and spoke but then I realize that we had spoken more than what I had expected and when I looked at my watch I notice that we had spoke for over seven hours. I did not wanted to hang up on her, there was still so much to talk so much to tell and so much to hear but it was eleven o�clock and I realize I had to go to bed since tomorrow was Friday and I will finally date her. I had a hard time saying good bye to her but at the end we both whisper goodbye in a soft voice. I threw myself into bed and in a blinked the sun had already rose up. I stood up from my bed and looked out the window and some birds passed by and in that moment I knew it was going to be a beautiful day. I took a bath got dressed and head to school. The day pass like thunder, I couldn�t stop thinking about Carolina and the wonderful day we will have. I headed home as soon as school ended, the sun was staring to go down so I took a bath change clothes and went to get Carolina. The first thing that we did was go to a movie. I remember that during the movie I was going to pick my drink and suddenly I felt her hand near mines, I was very nervous but without saying a word I hold her hand and stayed like that through the entire movie. Once in a while we looked at each other and made a little giggle and when the movie ended we still had our hands held. We got out of the theater I never stop holding her hand until we started eating and I even held her while I was driving!! We started eating and talking about our lives and then stood up and headed to my car. We drove back to her house and I walked her to the door. We stood there looking at each other and then we started to go closer to each other until our lips were join together and I gave what probably was the most passionate kiss in my whole life. I said good by to her and kissed her again. I got into my car and headed home with all the happiness my life could take. The next day in school I looked for her all over the place but to my disappointment I did not found her. I though about her all day and when school ended I went to her house. When I arrive to her house I knock on the door but to my surprise a strange looking women answer. I then said to her �Hi is Carolina home?� the women look at me with a strange face and said to me �no there has never been a Carolina in this house and I don�t know who you are young man!� before I was going to say something to her she slam the door right into my face. I felt very sad and I knew it was useless to try to knock again so I just went home. As soon as I arrive I called her but nobody answer and then I said to myself �that�s it that�s the end....� 4 I never saw Carolina again but I still remember that day as if it had been yesterday. After that day I never loved again and now I am just standing here on the roof of my building watching as the sun goes down and as the wind blows through my long black coat which reaches to my legs. Suddenly I heard a small noise coming from the door of the roof, I turn around and saw as a figure was coming towards me. I couldn�t distinguish it very well because the sun was shining in my direction blocking my view. The figure came out of the sun and when I saw who it was it shocked me. Although she looked different I knew it was Carolina. I knew because of her eyes since does eyes that I couldn�t forget. We stood there watching each other and then started to walk towards each other. We both put our lips together and remind my of the kiss I had gave her on my first and only date with her. The wind blew and lifted her hair and then the sun started to go down in a faster way and in that moment I knew that I had finally found my love.... By: Sebastian Ayalde
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