ABOUT
THE AUTHOR
Crazy girl, Crazy writer, really loves reading, a big romantic with a dry sense of humour. Seen one too many jack nicholson films :) [April 2009]
AUTHOR'S OTHER TITLES (13) A Night In Sorrow (Poetry) dont' use pain as pleasure, it's not healthy. I wrote this poem for my stupid mother. [148 words] A Wave Of Manipulation (Poetry) This is so sad, i just had to post :( [90 words] Broken Mirror (Songs) - [217 words] Dont' Want To Play This Game (Poetry) Child abuse poem. I wrote it for my big brother scotty, although i haven't seen him in four years, i know what he went through as a child and I know how he must be feeling now he's almost 18 :( [310 words] Loss Of Innocence (Poetry) I actually cried writing this poem, it took a lot for me to write it, i would really like some reviews please??? It's a poem to make you think... [303 words] Love's Game Of Lets Pretend (Songs) This is my first song on here :) Im stil working on writing the music for it, let me know what you think [154 words] Name (Cutting) (Poetry) - [180 words] Never Forgotten (Poetry) A little girl who lives across the street, was found dead last week. It was so tragic and really pulled at my heartstrings :( After we found out all the horrible things that were happening to her, we ... [180 words] Secret Treasure (Poetry) My first poem on here, it would be great if i got a rev :) no pressure though lol [74 words] [Romance] Star-Crossed Lovers (Songs) Obviously inspired by shakespeare, the wonderful romeo and juliet :) I love that play, movie it rocks :) it can get a little far fetched and a bit too tragic but it is romantic so i guess... so yeah! [174 words] Tear Stained Cheeks And Bloodshot Eyes (Poetry) This reminds me of how I feel everytime I cry over the many mistakes in my short and emotionally wrecked life. I didn't have a good childhood and Im not much happy as a teen, at 17 Iv'e been through m... [103 words] To Watch You Leaving (Poetry) The sadness at the end of a relationship :( [198 words] Toy Shed Nightmare (Poetry) I remember this stroy someone told me, I don't know if it is true or not, but i can only begin to imagen how this girl will be feeling. I wrote this poem to try to do that, please let me know what you... [357 words]
I Wish I Was Blind Random Dreamer
Waiting, debating
Contemplating.
On whether or not I
Should be saying.
He took one thing
I can never get back.
It just goes to show
The real man he lacks.
Trust was a thing
My mom gave to him,
Not knowing the monster he
hides within.
I lay down for sleep
As he tells me to.
Knowing the moment is coming,
When he finally breaks through.
I'm hurt and
I'm bleeding.
He�s laughing,
Ignoring my pleading.
Does he care?
Does it bother him?
Knowing there was more than one thing
He put inside me
Other than grim.
Three years have past
And I am still perturbed,
By the mess he left,
All things in my world are disturbed.
Just thinking he�s out there
With some other girl.
She�s probably so scared.
It makes me want to hurl.
I have no bruises,
I have no scars.
But taking my virginity,
Was like taking my heart.
Why would he do this?
What did I do?
I cant take my mind off of him.
I don�t know how to.
picture perfect memories,
are not the images I see.
When I look back and think
Of a younger me.
I see his face
flash in my mind
Smiling his ugly smile,
I wish I was blind.
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